Michael Lightweaver Writings:

• A Galactic Fairy Tale
  Have you always felt different; like you didn’t quite fit into the norm and expectations of your family and peers? Perhaps this will explain it. A delightful story about The Family of Light; who we are, why we are here and what this is really all about. First presented as at the annual convocation of the World Brotherhood Union in Istanbul, Turkey in November 2001. Click Here to read.
   
• We Need To Talk: A Message From Big Moma
  Contrary to our ego-centric beliefs, there is a much more going on in the Universe and with Planet Earth than just the human experience. Mother Earth has her say…
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• A Day Of Grace
  These insights were originally received as personal guidance. I subsequently published as a small book of daily reflections called “A Day Of Grace.” Click here to read.

Guidance Series
These are transcriptions from channeled guidance which were first given before a live audience, hence they have the typical verbal format which can be somewhat choppy in written form.

• Ascending In Love
  "Falling is love" is wonderful, but it is only a dim reflection of real love. True love is a refinement of frequency that is not based on the feelings toward another individual.  Click here to read.
   
• Curriculum in Consciousness
  All of our experience in life is curriculum for our personal growth. Some of it is pleasant and some is unpleasant, but all of it is instructive if we are open to learning. Click here to read.
    
• God In Drag
  Divine Presence is everywhere present, wearing the costume of all of the people and events in our lives. It is our challenge to see the reality behind the appearance.Click here to read.
   
• Spiritual Skydiving
  Skydiving requires a great deal of trust. It can also bring up our deepest fears. Sometimes we need to let go and totally trust that Divine Presence & the Universe will support us in our work & lives.  Click here to read.
   
• The Keys To Eden
  We were never evicted from Eden. We only fell asleep collectively dreamed this nightmare of a judgmental, fearsome God. Now is the time to wake up and remember who we are, why we are here and what this is really about. Click here to read.
   
• Get Up & Go Pee
  Some times we get so caught up in life's dramas - like a gripping movie - that we need to take a break, step out of the drama and remember who we really are and what this is really all about. Coming soon...
    
• Multidimensional Hypnosis & Transpersonal Guidance
  A vehicle for accessing and working with the essence of who you are.
   
• Love, Fear & Boogieman Religion
  Organized religion is often fear based. Divine Presence is Love, and in Love there is no fear. Coming soon...

A Galactic Fairy Tale
A long, long time ago in a galaxy far, far away there were all of these little light beings just hanging out enjoying life in that joyful & timeless dimension. And then one day a very large, magnificent angel came to them. He had a very serious look on his face. He was looking for volunteers for a very important cosmic mission.

"We have this small - but very special - planet out at the edge of the Alcyon galaxy called Gaia. It is quite unique like a beautiful garden and it is teeming with hundreds of thousands of different life forms. It has been something of an experimental station in the galaxy and it has a most interesting humanoid life form that incorporates the very highest and lowest frequencies known in the cosmos. It is in fact the very epitome of dualism. On the one hand it is an incredibly beautiful life form and is capable of carrying the highest frequencies of love, light & joy known throughout the whole Universe. On the other hand it is capable of carrying the densest and darkest frequencies the cosmos has ever experienced - frequencies which the rest of creation evolved beyond eons ago.

Here is the current situation. Within the domain of time, this planet goes through periodic cosmic cycles. It is now coming to the end of two major cycles - a 2,000 year long age of Pisces and the 25,000 year long cosmic year in its journey around Alcyon, the central sun of the milky way galaxy.

With the completion of this cycle, many things are coming to an end and many things are about to begin. But most importantly, the planet is experiencing an infusion of light that is dramatically increasing it's frequency. As during any major time of transition, there will be a certain amount of turbulence. Some of this will be geological, for Gaia herself is a living planet and is also evolving. But much of it also involves the hominoid species that dominates the planet.

This will not be a particularly easy time for the species - especially for those who are sleeping and those who are vibrating at the lowest frequencies. As the frequency changes it will create insecurity which in turn will create fear.

The first era of evolution on this planet was the physical era and the key word was survival. The second era, which is now ending, was the mental era and the key word was logic. The third era, which is now beginning, is the era of the heart and the key word is love. This is the highest frequency.

Those who currently hold the reign of power on the planet are of the old order of the physical & mental. To the extent that they can make a graceful transition to a heart centered and divinely guided life, it will be an easy transition. To the extent that they are unable to do this, they will experience much turmoil.

So this is the current situation of Gaia. The reason I am here is to seek volunteers who would be willing to incarnate in humanoid form on the planet at this time to help make this an easy and smooth transition. We have sent prophets and teachers in the past. Very often they were brutally persecuted o r killed. In other instances they were set up as "gods" to be worshiped and these humanoids built elaborate religions and rituals around them and used these religions to control each other. They did everything except follow the simple teachings that were offered.

So this time we are trying a different approach. No more prophets, saviors & avatars that they can use to create religions. This time we are sending in thousands - actually hundreds of thousands - of ordinary light beings with only two assignments:

1) Stay in your heart. Regardless of what happens, stay in your heart.

2) Remember who you are, why you are here and what this is all about.

Now that seems easy enough, right? Unfortunately, No! As I have said, duality has reached its peak on this planet. This species has perfected the illusion of good and evil. The greatest challenge you will experience is to remember Who You Really Are, Why You Are Here and What This Is Really All About. When you remember, you will be ale to stay in your heart, regardless of external events.

So how will you know when you are forgetting? It is easy. Watch your judgments. The moment you notice that you are in a place of judgment you will know that you have forgotten Who You Really Are, Why You Are Here and What This Is Really All About. That will be your signal.

Now here is the challenge. Life on this planet will require a great deal of discernment - wise evaluation of what is true, what is appropriate and what is for the highest good, both for yourself and for the planet. In many ways discernment is similar to judgment. However, you will know when you are in judgment and when you have moved out of your heart when you are in a place of blame.

We know how challenging that this planet can be. We know how very real the illusions on this planet appear to be. We understand the incredible density of this dimension and the pressure you will face. But if you survive this mission - and it is a voluntary one - you will evolve at hyperspeed.

We also should say that we know that some of you who will go to this planet as starseeds, will never germinate - never awakened to the remembrance of who you really are. Some of you will awaken and begin to shine, only to be choked down by the opinions and prevailing thoughtforms around you. Others will awaken and remain awake and your light will become a source of inspiration and remembrance for many.

You will incarnate all over the planet; in every culture, every race, every country, every religion. But you will be different. You will never quite fit in. As you awaken you will realize that your true family isn't those of your own race, culture, religion, county or even your biological family. It is your cosmic family - those who have come as you have come - on assignment to assist in ways large and small in the current transition.

True brotherhood and globalization in its highest form will come only in remembering Who You Really Are, Why You Are Here and What This Is Really All About. It will come as you return to the true temple of Divine Presence, your heart, where this remembrance takes place and from which you are called to serve the world.

So, are your ready? Good!

Oh, and by the way, there are a couple of other minor things I should mention......

Because of the density, you can't operate in that dimension without a space suit. This is a biological suit that actually changes over time. There are many things we could tell you about this but our orientation time is short so I think you can just jump in and experience it. You should be forewarned, however. There will be a danger that if you forget who you really are, you may think you ARE your space suit instead of the fact that it is simply your vehicle in that dimension. Once there, you will notice that there is an infinite variety of space suits and a great deal of attention given to these. However, in spite of the infinite variety, because this a planet of duality, they all fall into two basic categories called 'genders.' Again, we really don't have time to go into this now. But you will find your relationship with your own space suit to be most instructive and interesting.

The other little thing is this. In order to operate in that dimension, you will also receive a microchip called a 'personality.' This is like an identity imprint that, along with your space suit, will essentially make you different from everyone else. This will allow you to participate in the hologram there - something they call 'consensus reality.' Once again, there will be a real danger that you will become so engrossed in the holographic personality dramas that you will forget who you really are and actually think that you ARE your personality. I know it sounds rather unbelievable right now, but once you get there.....

Again, there is so much more we could tell you by way of orientation, but we think you can learn the rest experientially 'on site." The only thing that is important is to remember Who You Really Are, Why You Are Here and What This Is Really All About. If you can do that, everything else will work out fine. But take note: So few really DO remember this they stand out as 'different' and others called them 'Enlightened" or 'Awakened" and similar terms. Strange isn't it?

Well, Good Luck & Bon Voyage!!!

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You know something, I'm kind of fed up with you guys. You take everything SO PERSONALLY. It doesn't occur to most of you that I am ALIVE. Yes, I'm a living being just like you. I'm continually evolving, growing, changing, etc., and you are a part of my growth as you are a part of your own process. When I stretch, yawn, hiccup, sneeze or simply celebrate my Bat Mitzvah, you think it's some kind of collective punishment for your 'sins.'

We Need To Talk!

Your popular human religions have done you a deadly disservice by teaching you that I and all my other creatures are simply objects that were designed for your pleasure to use, abuse, exploit and destroy. Did it ever occur to you how arrogant that is?

We Need To Talk!

You worry about 'Earth Changes' -- no such thing except for the fact that I am continually changing. It's not an event. It's an ongoing process that you don't understand because of your fruit fly mentality.

Last week some guy found fossilized footprints of a dinosaur which roamed the suburbs of Washington, DC. 100 million years ago. That was long before you were even a suggestive sparkle in the Creators eyes.

Did you know that the total life span of a fruit fly is seven days? Seven days!

OK, so lets say this guy John-the-fruitfly is born one Monday morning in late October. On Thursday, the first freeze of the season hits. John tragically freezes to death. Now one could take a fruitfly perspective and claim that this was some kind of punishment for Johns many fruitfly misdeeds or - taking a somewhat larger view of the matter - one could see that John had the unfortunate bad luck - or chose at some level - to be born four days before the first killing frost. John really doesn't understand time or cycles. His lifespan and genetic memory are too brief to grasp either one.

Do you have any idea how old I AM? Your life span isn't much more than that of a fruit fly. Your whole species is created, thrives and becomes extinct while I'm enjoying a cup of tea on a lovely cosmic afternoon. It's just that you don't have an 'eonic' sense of time so you tend to take things personally.

We Need To Talk!

One hundred years from now, you and everyone you know will be dead.... and on to greater adventures. All the important people and events that you read about in the newspaper or see on TV... Gone, and for the most part, forgotten. I will still be here, yawning, hiccuping, sneezing and enjoying my afternoon tea long after your species ceases to even be a memory around this place. Put your daily petty dramas into THAT perspective.

Why does it ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ABOUT YOU? Did it ever occur to you how much of your energy and money is focused on killing other species on this planet - and I'm not just talking about bug spray and chicken farms. You are spending over $175 million dollars a day to destroy Iraq while 14,000 children starve to death every day. That means that more children have starved to death so far since 12/26/04 - just from neglect - than all of those who died in the big wave. And then you applaud yourself for sending two days worth of war costs for relief. NOW THAT IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD TAKE PERSONALLY!

YES, I'M PISSED - BIG TIME. But God & I haven't conspired to punish you. You seem to do a fairly good job of that yourself. I'm just fed up with taking the blame - along with GOD - for just being who I am and doing what I have been doing for the last umpteen millions of years; long before you came on to the scene.

And though I may not sound very compassionate at the moment, I do feel the pain of EVERY ONE OF MY CREATURES who suffers. Did you know that I sent a warning to let everyone know that I was about to sneeze? Did you see the news? The only ones who heard me were the wild animals in India and some 'primitive' tribal people on a remote island. They all went to higher ground just before the wave hit and none of them died. Why didn't the rest of you hear me???

So I let you know I'm about to sneeze, you don't hear me because you aren't listening, and it wreaks havoc. And then you have the audacity to blame GOD!  Give me a break.

Maybe you should just start listening..... Or even better, maybe you should ask yourself what you are doing that is so important that you aren't listening....

We Need To Talk!

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Dedication
This is dedicated to all those whose love has touched my life. You know who you are but you many never know the profound role you have played in my journey.

Introduction
These insights were originally received as personal guidance. I was subsequently asked to put them in to the present form of daily reflections, as a book of meditations.

It was also suggested that they were to be arranged according to the ancient moon calendar of twenty eight days. This brings us into attunement with the natural rhythm of the Earth and returns us to a consciousness of the cyclical nature of time.

A table of new moon dates can be found in the back of the book. You may follow day by day, beginning with the new moon, or simply open the book at random and let it speak to you in that manner. Either way, you are encouraged to use them as a companion to your meditations for a full year. The information is of value only to the extent that it is integrated into the core of one's being. Integration occurs over a period of months or years through reflection and practice.

Jesus said, "You will know a tree by its fruit." Accept them only if they speak to your heart. It is my hope that you would not reject them because they were "channeled" nor be awed and accept them without question for the same reason. It is not the alleged source, but the message that is important in any supposed channeling. The ultimate test is how any information resonates with the deepest part of your own knowing - your heart.

The essence of the message is Love - so simple yet so profound. It is the one thing which unites us across the many chasms we have built with our politics, religions and philosophies. Those who integrate Love - Divine Grace that is without judgment, fear or blame - into their lives, are of one nature and a common faith. Our pathway to the Divine is the heart where Love reigns. It is not the mind paved with dogma and beliefs.

My wish for you is that these insights will inspire you on your own spiritual journey and that today, for you, may be a day of grace.

Day One
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth.

So it is we are here in the full presence and in the full power, we the emissary of The Unutterable, we the emissary of Divine Presence, we the emissary of The Great Mystery, we the emissary of the I AM that I AM.

We come to you in love. We come to you in the fullness of the glory of the Presence. We come to you in a blinding ray of light that illuminates all darkness, that dissolves all shadows, that enlightens all ignorance, that dissolves all fear.

We come to you in light, we come to you in love, we come to you in truth. We come to you from beyond the edge of infinity and eternity. We come to you from the inner most realms of your own heart....and we lift you, we lift you up. We lift you up into the seventh heaven, into resonance with the macrocosm. We lift you into the realm of pure joy, of pure ecstasy, into the Presence of the I AM that I AM. In this realm of pure delight and ecstasy we see the shadows of ignorance dissolving within you at a cellular level. We see the heavy veil over your eyes dissolving as you come to understand the true nature of being.

In this realm of The Unutterable we grant you a deed to your own heart. For you have been as a landless serf paying homage to the lords of fear, to the lords of judgment, to the lords of death and disease, to lords of pain and suffering, to the lords who have ruled your species for eons.

Now in this realm of bliss, this realm of joy, this realm of ecstasy, we grant you a deed, a title free and clear to your own heart. We call you to step away from service to the lords of illusion and to take possession of your own dwelling, granted to you free and clear. The time has come to become the lord of your own manor, to dwell in truth, to dwell in light, to dwell in love, to dwell in the heart of the I AM that I AM. It is the land of magic. It is the land of miracles.

In this land of sunshine all things will prosper. The days of toil, the days of suffering, the days of darkness in service to the lords of illusion are of the past. In this land of light, love, joy, and bliss, all things will prosper. In this land of eternal spring, the fragrance of new life will ever fill the air.

This land of delight, which is your own, has always been here for you, waiting, languishing. It has been waiting for its master to awaken from the dark dream. It has been waiting for the Fisher King to discover the Grail.

The time is NOW. The Fisher King has awakened from the dark dream and the land has awakened and will flourish. The Grail has been restored to its most sacred altar. Know this, you are a son of god who suffered long from the amnesia of your identity. Your years of slavery to the lords of illusion are over. You have returned to reclaim your rightful title, to reclaim the chalice.

The blessings of El Shadai, the God who is more than enough, will flow ceaselessly. The river of light will flow out of the land of Zion from the heart of the New Jerusalem, nourishing the whole of your species.

We are an emissary of the I AM that I AM. We go.

Day Two
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth.

It is critical that you move forward with us now into this new phase of co-creativity. There is a larger plan which you do not yet see clearly. But you feel it at a gut level. It is critical, as you move forward step by step, to work in cooperation with divine guidance. We see from the macrocosm, the big picture. Your circuits are not yet developed sufficiently to handle the totality so we give it to you bit by bit until you can handled more.

As you work with true guidance all will move forward in accordance with the plan. But you always have a choice, for this is a planet of choice. As you choose to surrender totally to guidance all will unfold for you in pure joy. And remember this, there is a season for everything.

If there is ever a question about the authenticity of any plan, project or person, the criteria for evaluation is love. Ask yourself: What is the love quotient of this project, plan, or person? The yardstick is always love, whether for situations, plans, projects or people, or when you look deeply into your own heart. The final question is, “Is this arising from the well spring of love or fear? From love or power? From love or ego? From love or greed? Where love is, Divine Presence is. Where love is truly, fear cannot dwell. Where love is, protection is impeccable. Be therefore as wise as serpents and as innocent as doves.

Underlying all is the energetic pattern of your planet and each entity. Each energetic pattern vibrates at a frequency and resonates with frequencies similar to its own. This is the science behind the universal law of attraction; Like Attracts Like.

When we say that love is your protection, we are not speaking of spiritual platitudes, but of universal scientific law. When you dwell in fear, you attract fear based energies. Fear of attack is the very source of attack. Resistance creates opposition. When you refine and increase your own vibrations in the higher frequencies of love, you cannot be touched by the lower energies. For them, you do not exist. You have become invisible because you are no longer in their frequency range. It is critical to understand this and to continually work on increasing the frequencies of your own energy. This is your source - your only source - of “protection.”

We close by reminding you to continue to refine your own energy, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Surrender more and more to the current of divine grace and allow it to flow through you and emanate from you. You are participating in a co-creative process as creation moves through this transition. And this should be a joy born of love, not a pain born of fear. It can only be so collectively as it is individually, and you are responsible for no one but yourself in this matter. Your doings are only important in the context of the dream. Ultimately it is the “who” of your being and not the “what” of your doing that will transform the world.

We are complete for now.

Day Three
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth.

You have been brought into resonance this morning for gaining greater understanding of your role and purpose at this moment in your Earth's history. It is essentially a matter a being rather than doing . There will be doing - much doing - but this will be a vehicle for the beingness which will be the true transformative aspect of what you are about. Do you understand?

Your key word at this time is resonance. Manifestation is contingent upon resonance. That which you wish to create you must come into resonance with. The same is true with people. If there are those who you are to work with, lead or influence, first come into resonance with them or a given situation. It is only then that you can gently guide in a certain direction. Be cautious however of manipulation. All should be done toward the highest good, in love and not in ego.

Everything operates on a frequency and has its own signature vibration. This is true for individuals, organizations, events, and even situations. Your role is to be a "frequency modulator." This is what we mean about the importance of "being" as opposed to "doing." For purposes of illustration let us say that everything vibrates between a frequency of one and one hundred. The actual frequencies are different but we are not speaking scientifically here but for the purposes of easy illustration.

Love is the highest frequency. Pure love is the total absence of judgment and fear. To increase your frequency requires the neutralization of judgment. There is a difference between judgment and discernment, however. Discernment is an evaluation of what is in the best interest of all concerned or what is for the highest good. Judgment, on the other hand, involves blame. This is the key criteria for understanding whether you are exercising judgment or discernment.

Back to our point. Your personal role is to be a frequency modulator. The reason you are being prompted to spend more time alone is for the purpose of increasing your own frequency. It is not possible for you to do this when you are so immersed and influenced by the global thought-form. This consensus reality is no more than the collective dream of humanity - the great illusion.

You are being called apart in order to awaken and to clarify your energy. Clarify means to see clearly. As you began to see with more clarity, judgment will dissolve. As judgment dissolves, your discernment will become more keen. This judgment must first dissolve within yourself about yourself. You cannot be free of judgment of others until you have become free of judgment of self. As judgment dissolves, the frequency of love increases. As love increases, you become pure of heart and return to innocence. You "become as little children." When this happens, you become a frequency modulator, and with each situation or circumstance you enter you bring change by your very presence, not by what you do or say. This is the true purpose of what you are to be about at this time. All else is just an excuse to put you there. We are complete.

Day Four
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai Tsebayoth.

Yes, we are here once again at your invitation. We are the emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council. We come to you in response to your soul invitation. We come now because the speed at which things are moving requires our presence and introduction. Many things which we have told you in the past are now lost to your conscious mind; but there is a remembrance at the inner level of the soul.

You have arrived at the beginning point of a new phase. You do not have an inkling of the depth or profundity of what is about to take place. The only thing we can tell you at this point is to live in a continual and complete state of surrender. There are things which will occur which you will not understand, but be assured that it is all in divine order. You have reached a point of inner clarification and resonance in which every act, person and situation will be specific to that to which you are to be about. Nothing is by accident.

All things are essential props in your drama, but all are not helpful. Therefore we give you a technique to validate each person, circumstance or situation which arises. Send out an energy probe from your solar plexus and touch into the energy of that person, situation or idea. You will immediately get a reading on it which will register as a positive or negative. All this means is whether that person, situation or idea is appropriate to you and your work at this moment. It does not represent a judgment of good or bad, just an evaluation of appropriateness at this moment for you.

We are an emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council. We are here to offer guidance, understanding and assistance. The so called human, ego-dominated part of yourself which extends into third dimensional reality is actually just a fraction of the YOU. It is but a tiny micro-system with limited range and ability. However, to the extent that you come into resonance with the I AM, we can work through you. We can utilize your energy, presence and skills in helping to bring the divine plan into fulfillment on Earth. This can only be done when you surrender your own ego and its little dramas to the designs of love. In your surrender, or better stated, in your alignment, you will be totally provided for in joy, both physically, emotionally, spiritually and in all ways. Know that this surrendering or being in alignment is an ongoing moment by moment process. It is not a one time event.

We are complete.

Day Five
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth.

Morning has arrived , the morning of a new day, the morning of a new Earth. This is the time of the fulfillment. It is that time which was spoken of in the Bible as the separation of the sheep and the goats.

Not so long ago everyone was facing west, still looking in the direction of the dying light which so long ago disappeared from your planet. The light has made its full circle and has returned. There are those of you now who have turned your back on the darkness of the past and are seeing the glimmer of light in the east. There are more and more of you, but most people are still facing west. The masses are captivated by the global thought-form of fear and distress born of judgment and blame. A movement is now underway. Where you once stood together and simply faced different directions, you are now beginning to move. Some will move toward the rising sun and some toward the dying night; some toward love and some toward fear.

Do not be tricked. The movement toward the east, toward the light, is not about the reading of new age books or involvement in new or old philosophies. It is not about the reviving of the lost knowledge of Atlantis. There was much in those lost continents that is well to leave beneath the waters. The ancient ways, the new science which is coming from beyond your planet are but technologies which will help ground those of the east in the new reality which is coming into being.

Do not be tricked. That which divides the people of the East and the West is the choice of Love over fear. You may be surprised to find there are those who you consider leaders of new consciousness who, when you look closely, are facing west. They are locked into the global thought-form of fear, while wearing the robes of the new age. Likewise, you will find those who you consider of an old consciousness, who resonate with love at the core of their being. They may have little intellectual information about new age things, and yet they are facing the east, radiating and reflecting the rising sun. So do not be in judgment.

Live a simple, quiet, discerning life. Allow the rising sun to fill your mind and heart, purify your spirit and nourish your soul. Be ready to embrace all who turn from the west to the east as they feel the warmth of the rising sun at their backs. But know that those who remain in fear are there by soul choice. Those in fear will not always be in fear, but they will be there for a time as even you have been.

Let today be a day of light. Move into a deeper level of consciousness, a deeper level of resonance. You are integrating into the light. Once you have come into a greater and more complete resonance, we will give you instructions as to your next step. So be it. We are complete.

Day Six
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We have invited you into resonance this morning and into the garden of joy to dialog with you. You are moving now into a deeper level of resonance in order to integrate your being more fully into the greater whole. We are working with your energy pattern even now as you read, altering certain outdated circuits. We are adjusting your frequency in order for you to more fully accept that which is being initiated in your life at this time.

Remember, move through each day, moment by moment in a state of surrender and deference to divine will, which is love. Always look to the light for direction and guidance and you will not falter. Your path will be a path of joy and delight. Your life will be a statement of Love. As you continue to grow in love, your frequency will increase and you will be able to release all judgment and see the core of innocence in all. There is neither good nor evil; only appropriateness and inappropriateness. You are being immersed in showers of divine bliss and blessings. Duality is being unified in your being. You are anchoring in truth and power and from this place you will move forward.

We are moving you into deeper levels of awareness and understanding and anchoring you in the solid rock of Divine Presence which is manifested in Love. Your world is on a collision course with Light; a light that is so powerful, so profound, that it will be intolerable to some. There are those who will find in it instant illumination - in the twinkling. Others will find it to be a searing fire which will utterly destroy their illusion of duality and crack their drama wide open.

You have been called apart at the same time that you are being sent forth. You are becoming anchored in Divine Presence. It is from this anchoring that you are to go forth as an emissary of Divine Presence and as a messenger of light. The message you carry will not be what you say or do, but the energy you bear. It is this energy that is being refined.

Work in resonance with divine guidance and everything will flow smoothly. It is no longer necessary to swim upstream as you have so often done in the past.

We are complete.

Day Seven
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

You have invoked and called forth the presence of love; the presence of the emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council. We come.

We come in resonance. We are working with you and endeavoring diligently to move you from where you have been to where you are going. We are birthing you from one state of being into another state of being.

During this birthing process there is a certain amount of stress that you may experience, but this will soon be completed. You are both the baby and mother. In both instances the easiest way for you to move through this birthing comfortably is to surrender, to relax and to let go. The more you can breathe into this experience and accept it, the easier it will be.

There are loving hands on the other side waiting for you. There are teachers, guides, angels and archangels waiting for you as you leave the womb. You are awakening, emerging from the dark dream and being birthed into a new broader reality. It will not be easy to speak of this to others.

You are wanting this birthing process to be completed very quickly, but do not be in a hurry. Everything is being carefully arranged. Let today be a day of joy. Let today be a day of love. Let today be a day as if it were your last. Live each day, now, as if it were the last...no tomorrow... no yesterday.

What is your work today? It is to adjust your perception. It is not necessary to manipulate the circumstances in which you find yourself but simply work on your perception. Allow yourself to be more deeply in resonance with love, with the I AM that you are. Awaken to the joy of the I AM that I AM..

We place upon you hands of light. We place upon you the healing hands of love. We place upon you the hands of joy. We surround you with the light of love and protection. With the sunshine of Divine Presence we bless you this day. Be patient. All things are unfolding according to the divine plan and divine wisdom. Stay awake, stay connected, and stay in love.

We are complete.

Day Eight
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We remind you constantly to look at the message and not at the identity of the messenger. See if the message resonates with your heart. Listen with your heart to that which we have to say to you this at this time.

We are an emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council. We come from far beyond the density of your third dimension. You are anchored, grounded - and for some, trapped - into a very small corner of your consciousness. There is some lingering anxiety and fear. Even as your heart moves into resonance, your gut is locked into the third dimensional illusion. In this tiny corner of your consciousness which dominates at a feeling level, there is a touch of fear and sadness.

It is as if your mind were trapped in your solar plexus. But what can we say to you? We say, as we have said again and again and again - surrender. Your source is El Shadai. Your source is not your employment or your investments. It is El Shadai, the God who is more than enough. The pathway to God is your heart. It is a moment by moment endeavor. It is a moment by moment challenge.

We come now to liberate you from the tininess of your perspective and into the fullness of the All That Is, the I AM Presence. Step out of your self-imposed prison of consciousness with its bars of fear - the fear of loving, the fear of giving too much.

Step out into the light. Step into the presence of El Shadai, the presence of Adonai - the presence of Love. For in love there can be no fear. Allow that grace to permeate the very essence of your being. Allow it to fill your heart, your mind, your gut, your soul.

Call down that grace that it may fill, surround and interpenetrate the very essence of your being. Open your heart, open your arms, open your life and let it be filled to the brim with divine grace.

As you allow your vibrations to increase, every person who walks into your presence will be blessed by love and the fruit of that love which is joy.

Hands of light will bear you up and you will soar on the magic carpet of divine grace. So be it. We go.

Day Nine
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We are here, the emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council. And we are slightly amused at this internal struggle you are experiencing. You are quite good at communicating to others to be in a place of non-judgment, and yet you still hold so much judgment toward yourself.

You know you are your own worst enemy. Most people are. You have a deep and fundamental need to be in authenticity. It is this very need to be authentic that gives you your integrity. But it also undermines you to a certain extent from completely coming in to the full power of who you are.

It is difficult to be locked into a small ego personality. It feels like a third dimensional tight shoe. Understand that that which comes to you is a reflection of the universal consciousness of which you are a part. We say that we are an emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council. But the truth is we are a part of yourself. We are not an entity which comes in to possesses your body. No, we are that part of you that is "tuned in", on a vibrational level, with the higher frequencies of Light.

When you are fine tuned to this wave length, that which comes through will be very clear, very precise. Even though it is a reflection of your knowing, it is also coming from a place that is more open, more clear, more fluid then that part of you which normally speaks and is locked into a more limited perspective.

You are tapping into or tuning into that part of your consciousness which functions from the macrocosm, the big picture. Normally you function on a day to day basis from the perspective of the microcosm, from the small picture of you and me, she, them, us.

We call you to tune in to that vibrational level which is from the macrocosm. You may call it your higher self. We call it the Universal Divine Light Council. But understand this, we are not an entity. We are a perspective. We are a vibrational level that is able to perceive things from a slightly different perspective than the ego dominated part of yourself which normally functions in your day to day world.

Now you have entered a pathway that will carry you further and further into this macrocosm. In the past you operated from the microcosmic perspective 99% of the time. Each time you are in judgment, each time you are in blame, each time you buy into another persons condemnation or criticism of someone else you are locking into the microcosmic perspective. Most people in your dimension are trapped in this perspective 100% of the time.

You know intellectually that there is this macrocosm, this big picture. We are inviting you to spend more and more of your time there. Each morning and each evening come to a place of quietude within yourself. Tune in to the macrocosm and view yourself, your circumstances, your world, your relationships, everything in your life from the big picture. As you do this more and more your perspective will gradually be altered until you truly awaken and see clearly. You will see with the eyes of God.

There will come a time when it will not be necessary for you to communicate or be communicated with in the manner we are now doing. Channeled communication is a phenomena of the microcosm because it creates a sense of separation. It leads you to believe that something outside of yourself is speaking to or through yourself. And of course this is not the way it is at all.

As you move into resonance with the macrocosmic perspective, you will be in a state of continual communication, but not in words. You will be functioning at a fundamental level. You will become the macrocosm. Every moment, every thought, every action will function from this. You will not need to be instructed by it, but you will function from it.

We have given you a deeper and greater understanding of this. You have set your foot upon this path and you will not turn around. Surrender, trust, release. You are surrounded by a host of angelic ones who will bear you up and enfold you with protection and blessings. You will be sustained in all ways...physically, emotionally and spiritually. We are complete.

Day Ten
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayot.h, Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts,The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory, Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We come, an emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council. We reiterate that we are not an entity but rather a frequency which you tune into according to your own vibration. We are an emissarial frequency of the Divine Light Council. We are a frequency that you tune into and are able to broadcast from within the context of your own understanding and within your own manner of expression.

We are aware of the deep pain and sadness that you have experienced as it relates to the land of Jerusalem. Let us speak as to what is transpiring in that place. Your planet is now experiencing the throes of tremendous change. Some of this is geological, but more of it is social.

Why Jerusalem? Why Jerusalem, you ask. The land of Jerusalem is like the center of a stage upon which the whole drama of humanity is taking place. The things which transpire in this land grab and hold the attention of the whole world. The same events which take place in this land could take place in other lands and fail to gain the notice of your global nervous system, the media.

Let us compare Earth to the human body which receives injuries. These injuries are registered in a specific place. If you break your toe or cut your finger, these will register in those places. Some places which receive an injury will not get your attention as much as other places. There are also certain illnesses which will call your attention to the need for the overall healing of your body-mind-spirit, more than other illnesses. And so what happens in the land of Jerusalem, as a focal point, affects the whole planet. It calls attention, not only to the pain, illnesses, tragedy and suffering of all humanity, but also the need for healing.

There is an advance team, a "spiritual swat team," in place and has been in place for sometime in that location - near by. This team is working against great odds. It is critically important that they be supported in every possible way; mentally, emotionally, physically and particularly spiritually.

As the intensity of the drama unfolds with wave after wave of apparent chaos which is in fact a part of the divine unfolding, there are those on the team whose trust and faith will fail. It is so easy to be caught up in the drama of "us" and "them" as if it were indeed reality. And so it is with yourselves. This drama in the land of Jerusalem and the work of these ones who bear light are but a microcosm of the drama unfolding on your planet and the ever present temptation of allowing your emotions to trap you in to the illusion of separation.

Light teams such as these need the complete support of the family of light throughout your world. There are many places and many teams such as these. But this place is a place upon which the eyes of the world are focused. What takes place here affects the global thought-form. This is the reason we ask you to devote what may seem like an inordinate amount of time and energy to the land of Jerusalem.

The land of Jerusalem is a major and an ancient portal into your earth. It is through this portal that many energies enter and leave. It is a gateway that has been battled over for eons because those who control the gate, to a large extent control that which ultimately occurs on your planet.

As you well know, the forces of chaos feed upon fear. The forces of chaos feed upon hatred. The energies of fear, anger and hatred are their food. They thrive upon it. It is with the illusion of separation that they perpetuate the supply, keeping alive old hatreds and creating new ones. In the face of love, non-judgment and forgiveness they wither. They drift away in the wind.

It has been in the best interest of the forces of chaos to keep circumstances as such that there would be a constant struggle and fighting in order to create the necessary fear, anger and hatred upon which to feed. But what you are witnessing now in the land of Jerusalem are the death throes to what was. Very often in the last moments before death there seems to be burst of energy and the person sits up and is very alert and filled with energy, only to pass a moment latter.

You are seeing this at this moment on the planet. It is the moment of dawn and the darkness is clinging in desperation to the night. It is also the moment of choice. Some will turn their back to the rising sun, following the dying night. Some will face the east and awaken from the great nightmare, illuminated by the rising sun.

It is a time of the separation of the sheep and the goats; one people, walking toward the rising sun, faces radiant, immersed in the light of Divine Presence, another people facing the west, following the dying night, holding on to the darkness and refusing to awaken from the nightmare. And it is a choice. It is a choice moment by moment that each of you make in your heart. Every decision is a decision toward the dawn or the dying night. Every decision is to awaken to the reality of who you are, why you are here and what this is really about, or a decision to remain asleep, enthralled in the nightmare of duality, this nightmare of good and evil, of "them" and "us." This is the nightmare that has fed the forces of chaos for so long

You are at a point of decision. This is not a one time choice. It is a moment by moment choice every moment of your life. It is the choice to love or to fear. It is the choice to love or to hate. It is the choice to face a new day or the dying night. It is a choice to awaken or cling to the nightmare.

The center stage people in the land of Jerusalem see themselves in two warring camps. Within each group there are the people of peace and those who clamor for war. So in one sense the true division is not between Jews and Arabs. It is between those who are locked into hatred, anger, revenge and the ancient ways of the blood feud, regardless of their ethnic origin, and the people of peace. The people of peace know that this conflict cannot be solved in the ways of the past. If it could, it would have already been solved. If the solution could be found at the end of a gun, then the problem would have been solved long ago.

But let us speak here of another great danger. Duality is duality. You are tempted to be in a place of judgment and blame of those who you see as extremists on both sides. You judge them to be wrong and the peacemakers to be right. Now within the context of the dream, the way of the peacemaker works. Those who reach out to build bridges over the abyss will bring about a healing. Those who pitch bombs at one another across the abyss, whether they are literal bombs, verbal bombs, or thought-form bombs, are making the abyss deeper and wider. This simply does not work to create what ultimately is the desire of each and every person in the land of Jerusalem... the desire for peace, for justice, for security ... to raise their families in peace, justice and prosperity.

There is something more fundamental here, and this is where it is important for you to look within your own heart. Those who kill prime ministers, those who machine gun innocent worshippers in their mosque, those who blow themselves up and take innocent ones along with them in the most tragic manner - even these are innocent. At the core of their being they are innocent.

Can you accept that? Or are you yourself still trapped in the global thought-form and the great illusion of the nightmare of this third dimension in these latter days of transition?

We deliberately challenge you with this thought for we know that it is difficult for you to accept. We do it to point out to you the extent to which you are still asleep and caught up in the dream drama of duality; of judgment and blame. If you could see from the macrocosm as we do, you would understand. There will be a time when you will understand.

Know this, love and fear cannot occupy the same space. Love and judgment cannot occupy the same space. To the extent that you shelter fear, judgment and blame, there is no accommodation for love. Until your heart is totally given to and possessed by love, you cannot be a true and perfect channel of Divine Presence. This is simply the way it works.

Let all of the circumstances of your world, the dramas you see unfolding, be as a metaphor for what is transpiring in your own life. Let them be a lesson and a guide. Let them help clarify your own understanding, choosing those thoughts and making those decisions which will gradually increase the frequency of your own spirit as you come into resonance with the oneness of Divine Presence.

We are an emissary of the Universal Divine light Council. We go.

Day Eleven
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We are here, always as close to you as your own breath, we the emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council. You have embraced the ideas we have given you about the unity of life and about the oneness of the great I AM, and yet do you find this difficult to integrate into your experience? Do you find yourself falling back into old ways?. We are offering an opportunity to integrate that which you are learning and remembering into your experience, so it will be that which you are.

It may sometimes, perhaps often, feel as if you are swimming through honey. Know, however, that you are moving forward in spite of your impatience and your desire to fly. We know that you are of a sincere heart. The thickness of this honey that you are swimming through is your own intensity, your seriousness and yes, your heaviness. We invite you to lighten up!

How to lighten up? The more you surrender, the less you will be carrying and the lighter you will be. The more you trust, the more rapidly you will move forward. Surrender those things you are carrying to those who are working and walking with you in spirit. They are here to help you. And know this, everything is being worked out in a good way at a level in which you are not directly involved from a conscious standpoint.
It is time for you to dance more, to sing, to celebrate the love of the great I AM. Come out of the wintertime of your experience. Come out of the wintertime of your spirit. Take off the heavy overcoat of fear and allow the sun's radiance to penetrate you. As you laugh, as you sing, as you dance, as you make music and celebrate the love of the Most Holy One you will move forward rapidly in life.

Now you have with you your guardians. You have with you your angels and archangels surrounding and traveling with you. They are giving you guidance and protection.

Go into a deep place of resonance. Be in resonance with who you are at the core of your being. Be in resonance with the angelic realms and the love of the I AM. All things will unfold in beauty and wonder for you to the extent that you are in resonance with the love of the I AM. So be it, we go.

Day Twelve
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We are going to work with you for a few moments energetically. We are going to realign certain patterns of energy. We are s-t-r-e-t-c-h-i-n-g you energetically to give you a greater capacity for love, for joy, for light. Use this expanded capacity to take in and to funnel through this light and this love to those in your life for whom you feel so deeply.

We would speak to you now about the ascension process which is underway. There are those who see ascension as a blinking out and there are those who see it in other ways. It is simply an increase in frequency, a vibrational upgrade if you will. It can happen instantly or over a period of time. It can happen slowly, little by little, or it can happen rapidly, in the twinkling of an eye.

Frequencies are registered according to the ability of the entity. Let us use the dog whistle analogy. When you blow a dog whistle the vibrational rate is beyond human hearing, but the dog hears and responds. You are surrounded continually by frequencies that you cannot perceive with your five senses. Those around you in the etheric are beyond the vibrational rate of your current ability to see or hear physically and yet they are there. It is possible to blink out, to increase in vibrational rate even within the physical to where you are invisible. There is validity to the concept of ascension through blinking out.

At this present time there are no plans for a mass blinking out. There are people who have learned through many many years of discipline to master the process of consciously increasingly their frequency to what you would call ascension. This is based on hard work and diligent study. It is the result of dedicated personal effort, with the use of esoteric knowledge. At the other end of the understanding of this process is the concept held some Christians that there shall be a mass gathering up into the clouds of the chosen ones. This is a false concept.

The ascension now underway is a co-creative process. There are energies in the higher realms, the angelic realm of the Universal Divine Light Council, who are working with those who are ready in consciousness to increase their frequency. And these ones shall master the ability of blinking out and a blinking in. They will not leave this planet permanently, but will have the ability of coming and going visually to other people.

Does this sound over the edge? It is on the horizon and not far away. There are those who will experience this and it is a co-creative process. People will not be taken. This will not be the result of some kind of mass gathering up nor will it be a process totally dependent upon personal effort. It will be a co-creative process in which each individual who has come into a consciousness and a resonance with this will be calibrated . And this is the co-creative part - will be calibrated to the extent that it is allowed.

And you are moving in this direction. There will come a time when you will become invisible. You won't blink out on your loved ones and family, but you will come into resonance with the I AM Presence to the extent that there will be a blending. People will not see you, but rather the I AM that you are.

We are complete.

Day Thirteen
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. The Heavens Proclaim The Glory of God. The Earth Is Filled With Your Handiwork. Oh Lord El Shadai, You Are The God Who Is More Than Enough.

We come to you this morning on the wings of the dawn, filling your life with grace. We come to you on the first rays of the sun and with the singing of the birds. We come to you on the clouds that drift across the mountain top and in the whispering of your own heart. We are here. We are always here in myriad ways. All you have to do is listen. We come to you in the stillness of your own spirit, we the emissary.

We have guided you upon the pathway, step by step. If you were to review your life you would see how all choices have been the result of the guidance that we have carefully given to bring you to this point. We have brought you to this point in spite of your doubts, your fears, and the limitations of your consciousness.

You are at a point of transition. You are more conscious of your doubts, but they are fading. We are in the process of fully integrating and aligning our self with the I AM of your own being.

If you will look, you can see most clearly how everything is falling into place. How everything is being arranged.

You have asked for guidance, and we say to you that you have already received this. You are only asking for some kind of solid verbal confirmation. We have given you the guidance in your heart.

Call forth the presence of love which is the divine plan, which is the holy spirit, which is the emanation of Divine Presence. Allow that love to permeate every aspect of your being. This is all. This is enough. We go.

Day Fourteen
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

There are times when it is difficult for us to integrate into your vibration. This is due to a number of factors, some of which you are aware and some you are not. We can offer several recommendations to help increase the rate of your vibration and to facilitation our integration and communication.

It is a challenge for you, especially as you travel, to maintain certain dietary practices. However we would suggest refraining from eating solid food in the evening. This allows your body to be totally at rest at night when you sleep. Allowing your body to be totally at rest protects you from interference from the astral plane during your sleep. It allows you to be totally restored in body, mind and spirit during your sleep. It allows your vibrations to be tuned up to the optimum level so that we are able to integrate easily when you awake and therefore to communicate with you more clearly.

This is the reason it is easier to meditate and communicate with us early in the morning. Not only are the vibrations different early in the morning but when well rested , you are restored to your natural state which you are able to maintain early in the day. The time will come when you will be able to maintain this vibration throughout the day, but presently you are doing well to maintain it for a short time when you awaken... especially when you awaken after a complete rest.

We would recommend to you that you observe this practice as much possible. We realize that you have certain social commitments which require you to eat in the evening. We do not ask you to be so rigid in following these practices that you make yourself and others uncomfortable. We are simply saying that if you observe these practices, you will facilitate the complete rest of your body and the subsequent improved communication with us.

We also suggest that you avoid the combination of foods as much as possible. When you eat very very simple it is less strain on your physical body.

At this time we ask you to go into resonance. Bring yourself into resonance with the essence of the I AM which is love. Allow that to permeate every aspect of your being including your will and your intent. And it shall be thus. We go.

Day Fifteen
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We are here. We come on the rays of the rising sun. We come on the rays of joy. We come on the rays of delight. We come, the emissary of the I AM that I AM, the I AM council. We come to you and through you to reflect with you for a moment. We speak of your personal journey from the microcosm to the macrocosm; from the density of the dream state into the lightness of ascension.

Picture, if you will, being in the depths of the sea in which there are innumerable layers. The lowest depths of the sea are cold, sunless, and the pressure is very intense. As you begin to rise level by level the pressure lessens, the light increases and as you break the surface you experience the warm tropical sea and the radiant sun. So it is in your own life as you journey from the microcosm to the macrocosm.

We offer another analogy. It is that of the dream state, or more specifically the nightmare. What you would normally call the dream state sometimes gives rise to this phenomena, the nightmare. It is a time when you experience intense emotions of fear. If you work with your dream state regularly you can reach a point of awareness or lucidity within the dream and realize that you are dreaming. Once this is accomplished, you can manipulate its outcome. You can take your nightmare and give it a beautiful ending. It takes practice, but it can be done. But first you must become aware that you are dreaming.

This is a helpful skill; to become lucid within the nightmare and give it a pleasant ending. And yet, you only change the outcome of the dream. It is still a dream. Then in the morning, when you awaken, you look at it and you say, however fearful or however pleasant it might have been, "ah, but it was just a dream!"

We are saying to you that the whole of what you normally consider reality is nothing but levels of dreaming. When you awaken in the morning you only awaken to the dream state of consensus reality; that dream which you hold in common with all those around you, a dream state dominated by fear.

How is that dream held intact and perpetuated? It is your media and your dominate belief system which holds it together. Most of your news, advertising and programming serve to make you fearful; fearful of getting ill during the winter time, fearful of crime, fearful of your neighbors, fear, fear, fear.

There are those energies in your universe which thrive and feed on this fear energy. We call them chaos. The forces of chaos which feed on this fear work to produce a continuous supply so that they will never be without food. They can only do this within the context of the dream. For indeed, outside of the dream they do not exist.

The highest energy of the universe, that of cohesion, unity and truth, is nourished by love. Every moment of every day, and every day of your life, you stand between a decision for love or fear. Every decision is ruled by love and an acknowledgment of your connection to the Creator and to one another, or by fear which is manifested in perpetual separation.

So this is the ascension process. As you awaken from the depth of the nightmare into the daylight consensus reality you are tempted to believe that you are truly awake. But consensus reality is only another level of dreaming, It is a dream you have created with others by consensus and it is largely held together by your media and beliefs.

As you move upward through these intense layers of your dream drama, you will see increasing light. When you finally emerge from this ocean into the light, you will be fully awake.

Do not deceive yourself into thinking that this will happen at the moment of your passing out of this physical body. For wherever you are vibrationally at the moment of your passing you will continue. You do not awaken at so called death. You only move into another level of creating your reality, or your dream state, without the physical equipment to work with.

In one sense, you are on a journey. It is the journey from the microcosm to the macrocosm. It is the journey is from fear to love. It is the journey from separation to reunification. It is the journey from "he, she, it, them and us," to I AM; I AM that I AM.

You have been imprisoned by the bars of fear. Perhaps you have convinced yourself that it is protective custody because it is even more fearful outside your cell.

"What if I stepped out of this prison that I have lived in for eons, for lifetimes? It may be my prison but it is all I have known. It may be my prison, but I know every inch of it. I know every little emotion; however painful, I know every little thought, I know every little quirk. And its safe here. Yes, sometimes I feel constricted, but it is safe. What if? What if I took the key that I have possessed all along, opened the door and stepped out of this prison and realized that it was of my own making, and realized that I was not only the prisoner, but the warden as well. What if I realized that outside of these bars was the possibility of fully coming into the awakened state of love; fully coming into the acknowledgment of the who I AM; fully coming in to the truth."

Know this: The truth of who you are and what you are destined for as a species; this truth will make you free.

We invite you into silence now that we may work with you energetically to bring about a shifting, an opening - a movement of this prison door - to set it ajar. We can open it, but only you can walk out. That may be only sticking a toe out and quickly pulling it back because it feels safer inside. It might be sticking a foot out. It might be stepping out , become fear-filled, and going back in for a few more lifetimes. Or it might be throwing the door wide open, stepping out and saying "Here am I Oh Lord take me."

As the flowers in the springtime, we each bloom according to our own schedule. So let us be in a place of resonance for a moment with you to the extent of your own timing, to the extent of your own allowing. Allow this shifting, this work to take place within you.

We invoke the presence of divine grace that it might come into your life; that it might enfold you with a blanket of protection, with a blanket of beauty, with a blanket of harmony, with a blanket of love. We invoke divine grace that you might come into resonance with your own soul, with your own spirit, with Divine Presence, with the I AM of who your are. We are complete.

Day Sixteen
We Come With All The Hosts Of Heaven Saying Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Host. The Whole Earth is Full Of God's Glory. Glory Be To The I AM That I AM; The I AM That You Are. We Come

What is it we can say that you do not already know at the depth of your being? What is it that we can do except to call you out of the minute corner of consciousness where you dwell and into the fullness of the I AM presence. What can we say? This only: Step out into the springtime. Leave the coldness, the winter time of your prison. Leave it behind. Step out of your dream-prison. Awaken into the fullness, into the light, into the beauty of the I AM that you are.

And so it is we come this morning simply to commune. Let us be present together in unity. Let us allow our energies to blend. Let us reunite into the knowing of who and what we are. Let us experience the mystical union of remembering the I AM that I AM.

We have spoken of the increasing frequency of your vibrations as you move more fully into love. You may have wondered, "how is this to be?" It will come as a result of your own effort and practice. There is fear and there is love. Moment by moment you choose between the two. There is judgment and there is love. Moment by moment you choose between the two.

Each morning and each evening as you sit in reflection, look at each person in your life for whom you hold judgment or blame of any kind. Focus on that person, situation or behavior which is the source of your judgment. Now accept the possibility that this situation, this experience, this manner of their being is purposeful in their life. It may purposeful in ways that you do not discern. Step out of your microcosmic, Lliputian perspective and see as we see - from the big picture- and know that it is all perfect. Do not allow your pain or anger to lead you into the false role of judge, the jury and executioner. Know that you are the lover and all is divine order.

Enfold that person with all those personality traits and behaviors that you abhor, in love. Enfold all of the unpleasant experiences you have had with that person, in love. They are in divine order. They are perfect. From the big picture of the I AM presence, enfold them in love. As you do this your own frequency increases; increases and increases - and miracles happen.

You will be unable to accomplish this fully until you have looked deep within yourself and have identified those points of judgment and blame of yourself: Are there aspects of yourself that you judge and blame? These are simply your instructors. They are part of the dream drama of your curriculum. Enfold them in love. Enfold them in acceptance and then release them.

It is your attachment to blame and judgment of self that truly imprisons you. You were not "born in sin." You were born in innocence and at your core that is who you are even now. As you accept this and allow the all pervading love of the I AM to enfold you, your eyes will be opened to your true nature. You will come to understand the importance of these experiences, these aspects of yourself, and the very act of acknowledgment and acceptance releases and dissolves them. As this happens your frequency increases.

You may ask, "Is it possible to release all blame? Is it possible to release all judgment? Is it possible to release all of this about myself and about others? Is it possible to become one in mind and heart with the I AM that I AM that I AM?"

We say to you in all gravity that, not only is it possible, but as you move into the new vibration in this next phase of the evolution of your planet, it is not only possible, it is essential. We are giving you survival skills, so to speak.

You do not need to learn how to rub sticks together to create a fire. You do not need to learn how to dig roots and find berries for your survival. You need only to learn how to increase the frequency of the essence of your being and to integrate into the essence of the I AM that I AM that you are - the I AM which is love.

In the times which are coming there is only one place which is safe. It is not this vortex or that mountain top. It is not some far away island or cave. It is not an ET mothership. It is your heart in which there dwells no fear. It is your heart in which there dwells no judgment. It is your heart in which there dwells no blame. It is your heart which is filled and which radiates the love of the I AM that I AM that I AM.

Your work is cut out for you. It is not some great mission of saving the world, though there is work to be done there. No, it is within your own heart. The work is within your own spirit. The work is within your own remembering who you are, why you are here and what this is all about. The work is accomplished as the global thought-form of fear, judgment, blame and hatred dissolve. It is accomplished each time one truly awakens from the dream drama of this nightmare.

And so we leave you in peace. We leave you in light. We leave you in beauty. We are the emissary of the I AM that I AM. We go saying with all the host of heaven Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. We go.

Day Seventeen
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts, Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord El Shadai, The I AM That I AM That I AM.

We come to you now from the place beyond words, beyond thoughts. We come from the heart of the Christos, from the place of pure love. We are the emissary, the emanations of the I AM that I AM. We come to take your hand and lead you into the land of delight. We come to awaken you from your long slumber, from your dark dream. We come to bring you again into the garden which is E-den; the garden of your own spirit, the garden of remembering who you are; the garden of love.

Each morning you bow in homage to El Shadai, the God who is more than enough. And so we carry you beyond the realm of words, beyond the realm of thoughts and into the realm of pure being. We carry you into the realm of pure delight, into the realm of pure joy, into the realm of pure love. As you contemplate the wonders of El Shadai, the wonders of Adonai, you are transformed in the twinkling of an eye.

We come as an emissary of the Most High in response to your prayers. For indeed you could not listen to the voice of God without being utterly and wholly overwhelmed. And so from the Presence of the Most High we come to answer you.

Your prayers were known even before they were uttered, even before they were formed in your thoughts. Your needs are known to the Most High. Not only have your needs been known, but your needs are already being met even now. There is a timing for everything. Seeds have been planted. Seeds have germinated. Seeds have taken root and seeds are growing. It is the time of the fulfillment, the time of growing. You will, very soon see these growing plants and they will come into harvest. The prayers that you have uttered have already been answered. It is only a small matter of timing for their manifestation. And all of this is given to you in love.

It is complete. We go.

Day Eighteen
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We are here. We are here in the full presence, in the full glory, and in the full power of the I AM presence, the I AM that I AM.

From the place beyond words, from the place beyond thought, from the place beyond concept, we touch into the tininess of your reality. We cross the great abyss of your understanding, the fathomless abyss, with a minute fraction of energy that is a hologram of the I AM.

We are the emissary of The Unutterable. We are the emissary of The Incomprehensible; El Shadai, Adonai, Allah, Wakan, Great Mystery, I AM that I AM.

We are s-t-r-e-c-h-i-n-g the very limits of who you are physically, mentally; calibrating..... to bring you more than you bargained for.

We offer you a hot tub of bliss. And even as your inspiration has often come to you in the shower, so now we invite you to soak in your hot tub of bliss a bit each day. It will warm your heart. It will heal your body. It will allow you to fly on the magic carpet of love.

We are complete.

Day Nineteen
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth.

We come to you in the radiance of the presence of the I AM that I AM. We come to you from across the fathomless abyss of understanding touching in to that tiny corner of your illusion which you call reality. Yes we are here, closer than the beating of your own heart, and in other ways, further than the outer edges of infinity.

We come to you this morning to speak of the Divine Presence, that which you call God. We come to you in light and we come to you lightly.

We see, at times, a certain heaviness in you . Have you noticed the deeper you sink into the illusion of your mind-drama the heavier you become? It is, to use the example, the deeper you go into the sea the less light and more pressure there is. The closer you come to the surface the more light there is and the lighter you become. So this morning we are gently bringing you closer to the surface, to that point where reality and illusion meet. From this point we would speak to you about God in drag.

Does this bring an amusing image to your mind? God in drag. And what is drag? It is one thing dressed up like or pretending to be something else. When you see someone performing in drag , does it not bring a smile to your face? This is true not only because of the pretense involved, but because there is often an exaggeration of that which is being imitated. So you see the man in drag acting out a feminine role that is more stereotypical feminine than you would actually see in a biological woman. And that is a part of the comedy of it all.

We suggest to you this morning that your life, your world, your "reality" is filled every moment of every day with God in drag.

We would invite you now to shift your perspective and begin to see God in drag. A drag show brings a big smile to your face and lots of laughs. In truth it en-lightens you. However, the drama you are involved with day by day you take quite seriously. You believe that the green pieces of paper in your purse are something other than green pieces of paper with photos of dead men. How amusing! Don't you see, it is God in drag.

The person that confronts you, that criticizes you, that condemns you, that blames you, that takes an advantage of you. This person that brings up all of your stuff - who is it? God in drag.

And who is this, in your mythology you call the evil one, Satan? Who is he but God in drag. For indeed there is nothing within the context of the mind drama of your dream that is not God in drag; the One appearing as the many.

All of the actors on the stage of your personal drama and the drama of your species, all of them are God in drag. They perform to en-lighten you; to bring you to the light of the awareness of who you are.

When a man dresses as a woman and goes on stage, playing the role and responding to the laughter, applause, and encouragement of the audience, in his own mind he can indeed become that woman. In the midst of the drama and with the consensus of the audience he forgets that his biology is male.

So it is with your species. As you become deeply involved in your own drama you go into a deep state of amnesia and begin to believe that the role you are playing is who you really are. You soon forget that all the actors upon your stage including yourself, are God in drag.

This is simply another way of presenting to you and having you reflect upon and contemplate that which we have been saying again and again and again. Everything that you are experiencing in this third dimensional drama is just that; it is drama. You have been so thoroughly captivated by the props and the plot that you don't even realize the extent of your amnesia.

When we have sent prophetic voices in the past, what has happened to them? Humanity has risen up and said, "we do not want to awaken from this dream, leave us alone." Over and over and over again we have endeavored to awaken you from the dark dream, from the amnesia of your true identity. You can awaken in one of two ways. It can be done with a gentle kiss, a magical kiss, a kiss of love. Or, if you are a hard sleeper, we can simply turn the bed upside down. You can experience a rude awakening instead of a gentle awakening. The choice is yours.

Now this is what we are asking of you. We are asking you to become fully awake. Awake to who you are. As you truly open your eyes you will see God in drag in all aspects of your life. Become the lover. Cultivate the frequency of love in your life and become the blue prince, the beautiful princess through whom we may bestow the magical kiss of awakening.

We have spoken to you repeatedly of love. Perhaps it has sounded like soupy spiritual platitudes. No, we are talking about the most powerful, the most searing, the most transformative energy that exists in the universe. We are endeavoring to work with you, to clarify, purify and increase this frequency which will allow it's power to totally dominate your life with clarity.

Have you wondered why? It is because we are calling you, asking you, inviting you to become a prince - a prince who will bestow the magic kiss of love that will break the spell of enchantment and awaken the sleeping beauty of your true nature, the I AM that I AM.

Why are we choosing you? It is not a thing of the ego for that is simply a part of the drama. You are not the only prince or princess. There are scores awakening this moment to their royal nature. We are working with you and through you because you have expressed honestly and sincerely at a heart level to be totally surrendered to the I AM presence and to the Divine Will.

You are not particularly good at surrendering. We see that. You have control issues. Sometimes you're obstinate and stubborn. But we know the sincerity of your heart and we are able to work with that. It is laborious sometimes, but we see you as you can be, not as you are. We see in you God in drag.

So we invite you moment by moment to go into deeper levels of surrender, to deeper levels of trust. Each morning to the extent that you truly surrender to the Divine Will it will not be necessary for you to have those experiences in your life which will test that surrendered state. We say to you, practice, practice, practice. Every decision, go within, surrender and say, "what should I do?" The more you practice, the clearer the communication, understanding and guidance.

We say finally that every action and every thought directed toward another person, whether of good or bad intent; whether of praise or of blame; whether of acceptance or of judgment - is an action and a thought directed toward God - God in drag.

In the power, in the glory, in the light of the I AM that I AM, we came and we go, saying continually with all the hosts of heaven Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth.

Day Twenty
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord El Shadai, The I AM That I AM That I AM.

We come to you this morning joyfully in the full presence of the Most High I AM that I AM. We come this morning into the very core of your being. We come into the temple of your heart, touching into your spirit in joy, in peace and in love.

Moment by moment practice the Presence of God; the Great Mystery, El Shadai, Adonai, Allah, Wakan, The Christos. Step out of your drama. Awaken from your dream. Come into remembrance of who you really are and move deeper and deeper into communion with the I AM that I AM that you are.

And as you do this love will gradually replace all judgment. Lightness will replace all darkness. Truth will replace all ignorance. Unity will replace all separation. Your spirit will be refined. Your heart will be opened. Your frequency will increase exponentially and you will be in a state of love continually.

We have planted the seed. We have created the conditions for its growth. We have brought it to the point of germination. The angelic ones will be with you continually, nurturing and nourishing the seedling that you are. They will protect and guide you with divine light that you may come into the full maturity, remembrance, strength and power of who you are as a manifestation of the I AM that I AM.

At all times allow yourself to be rooted in the soil and stability of the Most High from whence you derive your nourishment. Allow your heart and your spirit to open to the spring sunshine of the Most High from whence you derive your nourishment. Continually surrender everything which is not in alignment with the divine will. As you do you will fulfill that for which you came. You came, not for some great mission, nor fame, nor fortune, but simply to be in love.

Surrender every challenge, every decision, every situation and every choice to the designs of love which is the divine plan of the I AM that I AM that you are. Practice the Divine Presence of the I AM that I AM and surrender all in love.

With the whole hosts of heaven, the angels, the archangels, the cherubim, the seraphim, with all the hosts, we say and sing continuously Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebeyoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebeyoth. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts. The Earth Is Filled With Your Glory. Glory Be To You Lord Most High. We go.

Day Twenty One
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish,, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts, Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord El Shadai, The I AM That I AM That I AM.

We have come into resonance with you again this morning to give you an image. Imagine if you will the image of a child going to bed on Christmas eve knowing that during the night Santa Claus will come and when she awakens there will be gifts and goodies under the Christmas Tree.

She goes to bed with this beautiful thought and a smile on her face and drops into a deep sleep. Then the dreams come and perhaps even a nightmare to this little one. There is all of this drama going on in the mind and she thrashes about in her bed, crying out in fear or pain. And then, at the right moment, she awakens and remembers it is Christmas morning, and everything changes. Suddenly there is the remembrance. She looks under the tree and there are all of these wonderful gifts.

And so we are saying to you that the nightmare is over. How will you awaken? Will it be a magic kiss or are you too deeply asleep? How long will it take you to realize that the nightmare is over and it is Christmas morning?

We have placed a gift under your tree. It is a magic wand with which you can touch anything and it will be transformed. And what is this magic? It is that magical perspective that allows you to let go of judgment and of seeing the I AM that I AM in everything around you.

There are those who awaken from the nightmare only long enough to yawn, not remembering that it is Christmas, and drift into the dream.

So you see, it is not a matter of changing your circumstances. Is not the big basket of gifts under the tree even as you are lying there in the throes of the nightmare? Is it not all there now? It is only a matter of awakening and remembering. The real magic is simply a shift in your perspective. When you do this, you realize that everything around you, even your nightmare and all those scary characters chasing you, are just God in drag - there to help you awaken.

What are we saying to you that we have not said already? Nothing. But sometimes you need more prodding, more reminding.

And so it is, we go.

Day Twenty Two
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts, Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord El Shadai, The I AM That I AM That I AM.

We come to you now, we come through you, we come in spite of you. We touch into your heart. We touch into that part which is connected. We touch into that part of you that remembers; that part of you which knows. We call you to that place within yourself that remembers.

We speak to you this morning of the Lenten season; these forty days that are observed in honor of the time spent by the master Jesus fasting in the desert. We would say to you that contrary to that which is normally taught by the priests and dogma of your religion, this is not a time of sacrifice. The I AM that I AM that you are does not require sacrifice; does not require blood or pain.

The true meaning of this season is that of clarification. When the master Jesus, the reflection so pure of the I AM that I AM, went to the desert, it was a time to set aside all of those things which were pulling him this way and that. As you step aside from the physical demands of life you are freer to move into the inner sanctum of your own spirit and commune with that of yourself which is of the I AM that I AM.

And so this time that is observed as Lent is not for the purpose of sacrifice but it is for the purpose of simplification. At this time it is a custom to release certain things. In the past perhaps you did this in the spirit of sacrifice or simply in the observance of the season. But in truth look at what is in fact taking place. By stepping away for a moment or two from the intensity of this curriculum which you have chosen, you have had an opportunity to move more clearly into an inner space and view your life from a different perspective.

Now we speak metaphorically. Each of you have chosen a certain curriculum. All of your experiences are a part of this curriculum. Your relationships; curriculum. Your financial concerns; curriculum. Your health concerns; curriculum. Everything that you have ever experienced, however joyous or painful has been a part of your curriculum. You can look at it in retrospect and see how you have expanded, learned and grown from this curriculum.

And so this period of forty days is not a time of sacrifice, but is like spring break. It is a time to get away from the demands of your curriculum. It is a time to relax a bit from the heaviness and intensity anything of a physical nature which keeps you locked into the dream drama. It is a time to disengage and see your world from another, broader perspective.

Let us speak with another metaphor, the professional student. This is one who goes to the university and becomes so enthralled with college life that he prolongs the experience way beyond that which is usual or ordinary. This can also take place spiritually. In fact, it takes place spiritually with most people. They may be devoted to their religion and do those things they are told to do by their priests and ministers. But often they fail to grow spiritually and never graduate into the realms of deeper understanding of the I AM that I AM that they are. They are professional students. They move in a circle instead of a spiral. It is as if there was a glass ceiling.

At the end of this period of reflection, as you celebrate the time of the resurrection of love, you will make a choice as to whether to return to those things that you released during this time. We say to you that there is no right or wrong in these matters. And yet there are consequences. Everything has consequences. If you go this way there will be these consequences. And if you go that way there will be other consequences. Ultimately it will simply be a part of your curriculum as you grow and expand from lifetime to lifetime.

We give you a gift during this season of reflection It is the gift of Love. There is only one thing that is truly of value and importance. The true religion - regardless of the name - is not a matter of holy books, dogma, rituals, robes or religious paraphernalia. It is that place in your heart where you come to awaken and to remember your connection to the I AM that I AM. It is that place of original innocence within yourself which is beyond all judgment and all blame of your self or others. It is Love.

The poets, musicians and artists each attempt to speak of it. But we say to you that love is simply that deep connection that is without judgment. It must be first and foremost love for yourself. Because of the nature of your origin - part god and part animal - you are indeed in judgment of yourself. You see all the things you might have done differently. You see all of the things that perhaps you should have done and you feel that you didn't. And there is judgment.

When you were a child and studying a subject that was very difficult such as perhaps mathematics, part of the learning and problem solving involved making mistakes in calculation. When you made these mistakes did you beat your chest and say "how evil am I, how wrong am I?" Probably not. You realized that your mistakes were only a lack of understanding of how it works. Your mistakes were not out of evil intent but from miscalculation. That which you have or have not done in the past and for which you hold judgment are simply the result of your microcosmic perspective. In the tiny corner of your consciousness, in your dream drama, you cannot possibly understand the true nature of reality. So you miscalculate and make mistakes which bring you pain.

Do you fear that you will hurt others? Truly you cannot. Others choose their pain individually or collectively as a result of how they choose to view the experiences in their life. They choose to be hurt or to be delighted or to be whatever as a result of your actions.

Even those actions which are designed to hurt are born of ignorance. Revenge, for example, is a natural response to your own hurt. But only so within the microcosm or dream drama. When you awaken into the macrocosm and begin to see God in drag, you realize that revenge toward another is revenge toward God. You cannot strike out at God, the I AM that I AM that you are, without injuring yourself. Revenge, simply put, is dumb. It is like shooting yourself in the foot. You are diminished.

Why do we devote so much time speaking of judgment, blame, fear, innocence and love? Because it is here, in your heart, that the flame of the great I AM that I AM that you are is lit and kept burning. If you are able to maintain that flame moment by moment, day by day it will illuminate your entire life and your life in turn will illuminate the world.

We embrace you in the total acceptance of the I AM that I AM that you are as a manifestation of love. All of the doctrines and all of the teachings, all of the great chants and all of the religious robes; all of it of all religions does not equal an ounce of love from the Source of that which is beyond thought, beyond concept, that which we only truly know in love.

Your vibrational frequency now is about to be upgraded. Look deep into the eyes of those around you and you will see God in drag. That person in your life who challenges you; who are they but God in drag. They are the One appearing as the many. And so you yourself, as an aspect of the I AM that I AM, are God in drag. As you look deep into the eyes of each person in your life, those you embrace and those you avoid, you will see God.

We go now, saying and singing with the whole host of heaven, Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai' Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Host.

Day Twenty Three
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai' Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

It is with joy that we return. There is a joy in our coming together once again. If you look about you, you will see that you are in fact an alchemist. You are learning how to take base metals, so to speak, and transform them into gold.

You are in a time of great cultural turbulence and upheaval. There is a scurrying about, looking this way and that, searching for something solid to hold on to. Some attempt to anchor themselves in human religion that is absolute, pretending to have all of the answers. Some anchor themselves into materialism which seems solid. Others anchor themselves in to various forms of the physical.

We are of the heart. We stand as a bridge between the higher realms and higher dimensions and the physical realms. The teachings we bring to you are those of balance, of being centered in the heart and filtering all that you would look at through the heart. So we are of the heart. Our teachings are of the heart.

Within your heart is a vast universe of possibilities; possibilities born of love, possibilities born of innocence, possibilities born of purity. We invite you out of the basement of your physicality, out of the attic of your mentality, out of the basement of your emotionality, out of the attic of your spirituality and into the chambers of your heart, the chambers of wisdom, the chambers of integration and the chambers of balance.

You are a holographic unit of the I AM that I AM. You are god but not God. You are not pure spirit. You are physical. You are material. Your are sexual. But you are also more than these. We invite you to bring all of these aspects into your own heart as the place of integration, the workshop, the cauldron of the alchemist.

As you bring these higher and lower energies together into the cauldron of your heart, there is created an absolutely transformative magic which will produce gold. That gold, that magic elixir, that rosette stone is love. Love your body. Love your physicality. Love your sexuality. Love your mentality. Love your spirituality. Bring them all together in the center of your heart and allow them to bloom into the energy of love that extends out to all people everywhere, to all situations everywhere. Become a lighthouse of love and radiate the light of your love to all people, to all situations. As you do you are automatically connected with your Source, that which you call God.

We are complete.

Day Twenty Four
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai' Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We come to you in resonance, in joy and in love, overshadowing you this beautiful morning as you await the arising of the sun. We touch in to assist you in increasing your vibrational frequency to one of greater joy. Let this be a day of light. Let this be a day of joy. Let this be a day of rejoicing.

We fill your heart with the light of the Presence and this light flows throughout you and integrates with you at a cellular level so that you are a being of pure joy of pure light and of divine grace.

Because we function from the macrocosm, we see things so differently than you do from the microcosm, the little picture. Because we are able to resonate with your thoughts, we are able to tune in and to see the world from your perspective and hold it in light to our macrocosmic perspective of the big picture. And sometimes we are amused by the difference.

However it does give us a greater understanding of your little anxieties, of your little desires and yes, of your lack of faith. Now because we see the big picture we see what was, what is and what shall be. At least this is the way you perceive it in your time bound dimension. And from our macrocosmic perspective we can say to you, reiterate with total assurance, that all is well. Because you are in a time bound dimension you see your good ahead of you. But we say to you, it is already here. To the extent that you can fully acknowledge and accept this, you will experience it.

We enfold you now with the love of creation, the love of the I AM that I AM that you are. Bring yourself into resonance with the rising sun. Let your voice blend with the angelic ones in praising the Most High, El Shadai, the God who is more than enough. So we are complete.

Day Twenty Five
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We come to you today on the wings of the dawn holding you in the presence of the Most High, the I AM that I AM that you are. We, your angels and archangels, cherubim and seraphim bear you now before the throne of The Most Holy One. In the radiance of that Presence you are filled, you are immersed in light, divine radiance, in love, love in which no shadows exist.

We come lightly , nudging you to lighten up on yourself and those you love. If you could see from our perspective of the macrocosm you would see what a tiny, tiny, tiny part of that which you call you is actually connected into this third dimensional drama that you call reality. It is barely 1%. The heaviness you experience is all within that tiny fraction immersed in the dream. Are you aware of the other 99%?

We command for you, that this be a day of grace. May you move through the day permeated and filled with grace. May divine love, divine grace, divine creative energies enfold and radiate from you. Allow your heart to be as the sun. Allow it to shine forth the energy of the Most High; without impediment, without clouds, without judgment.

Let the warm rays of your own heart touch each person in your life today. We blend with you now. This day we bring about a blending so that we become one with you. We bring you to E-den and nourish you with the manna of Divine Presence.

Day Twenty Six
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We are the emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council and we come to you today with great joy, with great love and with great light. And we come to you lightly. We come to you from the inner regions of your own heart, and we come to you from beyond the edge of infinity. We come to you in truth and in resonance.

You are about to experience is a profound shift.

There is the story as you know of the little boy who cried wolf. He did this so many times that people ceased to listen to him. And so there is a part of you that has heard so many times of this pending shift that you are in deep doubt. For there have been wise ones who have said "it is now" and it didn't happen. And "it is now," and again, "it is upon us" and it did not happen and so you are in great doubt.

We say to you that this pending shift is of an inner as well as of an outer nature. It has been your knowing for some time that there will not be the kind of devastating polar shift that some have suggested and that some have foreseen. But there will be, and in fact there is in progress at this moment, a profound shift in consciousness. There will be throughout the world trouble and tribulation. There has always been throughout the world trouble and tribulation. There will be a certain increase in this among those people who remain asleep, locked into the dream drama of consensus reality.

It is difficult for you to see how this tremendous shift will take place. Your media continues to focus on the nightmare and it is hard for you to see. But we say to you that it is like an iceberg. That which is visible on top is the darkness; evil if you will. That which is below the surface is growing, building, gathering mass and it is the new consciousness. There will come a time, and that time is not far off, when this iceberg will flip and suddenly that which seemed so dominate will be dissolved by the light of the sun and will be submerged. And that which was not so visible will come into the fore. This is the great awakening. We compare it with the surprise you experienced at the sudden collapse of the Berlin Wall.

What is your work during this time of the shifting of consciousness? It is to channel light. And what is light but love. Continue focusing this light and helping others to focus it to dissolve and melt that which is of darkness.

And so it is, we go.

Day Twenty Seven
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy Is The Lord God Of Hosts. The Whole Earth Is Full Of Your Glory. Glory Be To You Oh Lord Most High.

We come to you again in light, as the rising sun, reconnecting you with the Source of your being. We come filling you with the joy of the Presence of the I AM that I AM that you are. We come to you, we come through you, we hover about you waiting with you in anticipation of the rising of the sun, the advent of joy.

Indeed you know that joy is ever present. It is not something in the future. It is ever present, and it requires only your acknowledgment, your acceptance and your allowance. So we are here in joy. And we see that there is a frequency increase slowly taking place as you cultivate love and joy in your life.

We see a great harmony at work. There is the planting, cultivating and growing of your garden. And this is also taking place as you work with yourself physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

You are on the right track. Continue to be consistent. Continue to work with yourself energetically. For that truly is the only thing that you have to offer the world. It is not your struggle for peace. It is not your struggle for justice. No, the real contribution is you yourself. And we speak not only to you but to any individual who has chosen to manifest at this time in this dimension. The true contribution is the energy of your own presence. The highest calibration of that energy is love and the fruit and expression of that energy is joy.

So let today be a day of joy. Let today be a day of sunshine. Let today be a day of love. Cultivate love for yourself, all aspects of yourself, free of judgment. Cultivate love for those around you; those you hold dear and those with whom you have issues. Allow the divine grace of Omnipotent Presence, the Source of all good, the I AM that I AM, flow through you and bless the world.

So it is in joy, it is in love, it is in light that we enfold you and we bless you. We go.

Day Twenty Eight
Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Kodoish, Kodoish, Kodoish, Adonai 'Tsebayoth. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts. Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Of Hosts, Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord El Shadai, The I AM That I AM That I AM.

From the heart of the Christos; from the center-point of The Unutterable, The Incomprehensible, the Allah, we come. We come as an emissary of the Universal Divine Light Council. We come from the center-point of your own heart. We come to you and we come from you as a hologram of the great I AM. We come to you in joy. We come to you in beauty. We come to you as a frequency, downloading and translating into words from a place beyond words. We now make the necessary adjustments to speak to you; to speak to you at a cellular, vibrational level.

We speak to you energetically of that which is beyond your intellectual or mental ability to fathom. And yet we speak to you of that which is of your own nature. And we say to you that the only way to understand that of which we speak is love.

And so this term that we have used with you; this concept we have spoken to you about so many times; this concept you have heard over and over again is a pathway of understanding. It is not only a pathway of understanding, it is the pathway of understanding the nature of the Divine, the nature of that one you call El Shadai, the Christos, Allah, Wakan, the Great Mystery.

You have heard the term unconditional love many times. The very term is redundant. To say unconditional love is to say wet water. It is to say cold ice. It is to say hot fire. For the nature of ice is cold. The very nature of water is wet. The very nature of fire is hot. And so the very nature of love is that which is without conditions. We invite you to leap from the concept of unconditional love to that of fearless love. Yes, we admit that this term is also redundant. Because where love is there can be no fear. There is no accommodation for fear in the heart that is truly possessed by love.

Let us follow this thought for a moment. Most of your religions and much of your understanding of the spiritual is based on the concept of duality; of good and evil, of darkness and light. This is so much so that these have been developed into archetypes. In your own dominate religion, there are the archetypes of good and evil; of Christ and Satan. As you look into most religions you will find that evil has been personified. This of course has created a problem for those who believe in the ultimate power and unity of the Creator, of the I AM that I AM.

How can the great I AM have a rival? Indeed the I AM is the all that is. How can there be a rival? And yet there is this problem of apparent duality to be explained. As you look into your day to day situation, you see what appears to be the struggle between good and evil, between light and darkness. Yes, within the dream state there is an energy of duality. But it is of your own collective creation, a shadow puppet on the wall. These are not entities. there is no architect of evil. But there are frequencies, demons if you will, born of fear, anger, hatred, greed and all the rest. They exist only to the extent that they are continually fed within your nightmare. When you awake, they disappear. So there is love and there is fear. Both are enthroned in the heart of your species. And so you are of a dual nature, of a dual allegiance, of a dual heart.

Among your ancient people, the Hopi, there is the term "two hearted" which means to be false. That is compared to one hearted which is to be true. We say that your species is two hearted in that you are locked into the illusion of duality. You pay dual allegiance to love and fear. Can there be love when there is fear? We say no. There can be desire. There can be obsession. There can be neediness. There can be lust. There can be all of these things and more but there cannot be love when there is fear. You cannot truly love God, the I AM that I AM when you are also in fear of that One.

So we invite you to look at the points of fear within yourself. Does not fear itself show a lack of trust; a lack of belief in the I AM that I AM that you are? You have heard it said, "fear God". But we say to you, release your fear of God. To say fear God is to say fear love. For if it is truly love, there is no fear. Where God reigns there is no fear.

So we call you into the temple of the Great I AM. We invite you into the temple of love. We invite you into the temple of delight. We invite you into the temple wherein dwells your Source. Come into the temple of light, into the temple of truth, into the temple of reality. Put on the white robes innocence and truth. Come into the temple of love.

Step out of fear. Step out of the world of chaos. Step into the inner sanctum, the Shangri-La of your own spirit. There re-discover your heart, a heart possessed and consumed by love - that energy of connection that knows no fear, that knows no judgment, that knows no blame. And as you come into alignment and resonance with that energy your frequency is speeded up faster and faster and faster. Come into synchronization with love, with the Divine Presence, with a joy and an ecstasy that fills your being and allows you to soar on the magic carpet up beyond the edges of infinity.

By your love the world is transformed. All that you see, all that you hear, all that you count as reality; beneath it all there are simply patterns of energy, energy that you create unconsciously. And this can destroy the world or it can transform the world into the E-den which is your birthright. We go.

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Ascending In Love
I AM that I AM, and I AM present. I come to you from beyond the edge of eternity, beyond the edge of infinity, and from the very deepest regions of your own heart. I AM that I AM that you are and I AM love. It is not what I say to you today, or what is said to you today, but it is that memory within you that I've touched into that will be the beginning for you of a new segment of your life.

Now there are many gathered, but I am speaking only to one, that is you. And I AM speaking as if into a mirror; as if I were speaking to myself, for I am that ninety nine percent of who you are.

Let me give you a picture. That from which you operate on a day to day basis is one percent of the reality of who you are. That ego personality part, that sees you separate from the all that is, that sees you separate from Divine Presence, that sees you as separate from all others is but one percent of who you really are. I AM that I AM that you are. All of the consciousness that you operate with, that you function with on a day to day basis is like the little toe of your foot. Imagine if your eyes were located at the end of the little toe of your foot. Bring your full consciousness there and think and see and feel as if your brain and full consciousness was located in your little toe. And not only is it all centered there, but it is as if there were a veil that separates that little toe from the foot, from even the knowledge that there is a foot, or a whole body. And so that little toe sees four other toes on the same foot & sees five toes on the other foot and from the perspective of that little toe all of these other nine toes seem to be separate entities of he, she, it, them, etc. However, once the veil is lifted and the consciousness moves back into the head, there is an awareness that this little toe is is only a small part of the whole body and is indeed connected to the the other nine toes and the rest of the body.

Now as you pass through the veil that has kept you locked into this template of duality there is the moving up into the broader understanding that you are a part of the greater whole and that the part that you have identified as ‘you’ is actually but one percent of who you really are. It is no more than the little toe consciousness. As you begin to open to the possibility that there this other ninety nine percent of who you are, magic and miracles begin to occur. When this happens, then you begin to realize that this person in your life for whom you have held venomous thoughts is really a part of your own own essential self.

Now when you are operating in one percent consciousness you will look to someone else for your guidance. But the truth is that it is I - that part of you - speaking to you through someone else. Do you understand? Whether it is someone that brings you messages from the spirit world; whether it is someone that is giving you a ‘reading;’ whatever the supposed source, it is touching in to that part of yourself that already knows. It is touching into that ninety nine percent of who youreally are.

So I say to you, if you wish to pretend that you have questions, and someone else has answers, particularly in the realm of Divine Presence, if playing that entertains your consciousness, there is nothing wrong with entertainment, but I am saying to you, that I AM the ninety nine percent of you are and I am there to speak to you directly. And so it is within the context, it is within the parameters of this understanding that I speak to you of ascension.

Now there are many interpretations and understandings of the idea of ascension. In your dominate religious understanding the concept of ascension is the lifting up into the clouds. But this is a primitive and simplistic understanding. Let us touch into that part of your understanding that knows ascension to be a change in frequency.

If we were to ask you to bring your memory to an experience of love, for some of you, this would be tinged with pain. Why? Because this ‘love’ did not end up the way it started or how you envisioned it. Perhaps it started by your ‘falling in love.

Now think of this. When you were younger did you ever have the experience of falling off of your bicycle or other experiences of falling? Haven’t you have chosen a very interesting term – falling - for experiencing the ecstasy of love? The reason for this is because when you are falling you feel out of control. When you experience this incredible feeling of infatuation you feel out of control; there is a sense of falling.

I touch into that part of your knowing now and suggest that true love is a matter of ascending, not falling. It is a change of frequency, and increase in frequency and this occurs with any form of true love, not simply romantic infatuation. It can occur with the love for another person, a pet, the Divine – virtually anything. It is a change of frequency.

If you have experienced human love – and specifically the intensity and ecstasy of romantic love, know this: this it is but a dim shadow of the love that I have for you. You do not need to go outside looking for this love. All that is required is for you to go within and recognize it. For I AM love and I AM that ninety nine percent of who and what you are. When you look in the mirror, what do you see? Generally that one percent of who you are only sees imperfection; a nose that is too large or too small. A chin that perhaps is beginning to double a bit, a wrinkle here, a bit of graying there; you see all of the imperfections that you do not love. But when I look at you, I see such beauty, such grace, and above all, I see innocence.

I am that ninety nine percent of who you really are and when I enfold that one percent that is in pain so much of the time, I experience what you experience when you cuddle a puppy who has hurt its foot. So much compassion, so much love, so much acknowledgment of innocence.

In your mythology, you were told that there was a time, eons ago, when you were driven from the Garden of Eden because you were guilty. This is a convenient myth to explain your collective experience but it is not true. To continue with the mythic metaphor, we would say that you fell asleep in the Garden and you dreamed of a father, a tyrannical father, that would drive you out; A father that was angry, a father that was judgmental, a father that perhaps was just like the human father that you have experienced in life.

But I am coming to you now, not just through these words that are spoken through Michael, but I am coming to you in your heart. Now is the time of the awakening, the sun is rising and you are awakening from this nightmare and into the reality of your core innocence. And as you wake up to the reality of your core innocence you are transformed, and as you change the world changes. This is very, very, very difficult for some of you to accept, because you are aware of those fragmented parts of yourself that your family does not know about, that your friends do not know about, and you say, how can those parts be loved? They may only be thoughts that you have thought and that you have encased in guilt that you have struggled and fought against. But I am the ninety nine percent of who you really are and I know everything about this one percent child, this one percent ego personality that is trying to run the show. And I am saying this; There is nothing that I do not know and I love, I do not judge. You have created the judgment.

And it was not enough to judge yourself, but you have created Divine Presence in your own image. You are told that God created man in his own image and yet you continually create Divine Presence in your own image. Why do you have so many images of that which is Divine Presence, except the fact that you are continually creating Divine Presence in your own image. I am beyond fault, I am beyond concept, but the part of me that is manifest now this time of the dawning, at the time of the awaking is love, is simply love. But to enter the fullness of my love, that one percent ego personality that likes to run the show, must surrender, not just a little bit, but completely.

That is the only issue in your life, you think you have an issue with finances, you think you have an issue with romances, or an issue with relationships, or your employment? No, there is one one real issue and that is the total and complete surrender to my love. Not the surrender to God's will, because that brings up images in your mind of ten thousand rules, no. My will, my only will is love. When that of you that I am, completely becomes the ruling force; when you surrender to my love, and I become love present, Divine Presence in you and through you, magic and miracles occur that you cannot even imagine at this moment.

And this is not required, this is not a required course at this time. This is an elective. It is an elective course that you can take now if you choose. It’s the last course required for graduation. In fact, it is the only course that is required for graduation. But it is an elective. You can take it now or you can wait ten thousand life times. And it simple; simply surrendering to the love that I am, that you are.

You can continue looking outside of yourself for my love. You can look to another person, you can look for it in food, you can look for it in a new car, you can look for it in the approval of your coworkers or your family, you can look for it with a thousand faces but it is still just my love. You don't have to look for it, but to simply acknowledge it, to accept it, it is not the finding of my love that is difficult, it is the acceptance of the love that is already there. You cannot accept that until you can accept the fact of your core innocence, rather than your core guilt. And when you come to realize your own core innocence, a magical thing happens. All of your judgment of others dissolves; both toward yourself and others.

I am love and your transformation is simply a matter of totally, completely and utterly surrendering to that which I AM that you are. When you ask ‘how does this take place’, first and foremost is for you to authentically desire it. You see, most people never come to the point of authentically desiring a remedy and asking for help until the pain is so overbearing, so excruciating that they are brought to their knees. Now it is your choice; You can experience transformation through your pain or you can experience transformation through ecstasy.

You were not put here for pain. The pain is born of the resistance, whether it is physical, mental, emotional or spiritual; it is the resistance that creates the pain. As there is the complete surrendering, there is an ascension into ecstasy, the ecstasy of being totally, utterly and completely loved. An example of this is the experience of those who have had a near death experience. When people experience this, the most common result is that their whole existence is changed. Not only do they lose their fear of death, but they come to see themselves through my eyes – through the eyes of Love. In that moment of pure love, they are changed as if in the twinkling of an eye.

If you could see the love that I have for you and even a glimpse of the beauty that I see in you, you would be transformed.

Now it would be rather ironic if you took what has been said as some kind of standard and then used it to beat up upon yourself for not making the mark, wouldn't it? You are where you are right now in your life. There is no place you need to go. There is no one you need to be other than who you are right now. This is very, very difficult for you to accept because you have been told by your parents, by your religion, by your consciousness teachers that you are not good enough just as you are; that you need to change and improve.

If you can imagine going into a room that is the most beautiful decorated room you could possibility imagine and there is no light in the room. Perhaps you go in with a very tiny, little pen light and you are bumping around, trying to figure out what needs to be fixed here. Beloved, nothing needs to be fixed, just turn the light on and see how beautiful this room already is. It is only the size of your flashlight that makes it seem like it needs to be fixed. That brilliant light that is waiting for you to turn on is my love. When you see everything in the brilliance of my Love, it is all perfect.

I AM that I AM that I AM, that you are. I leave you as I came to you, with great blessings. These blessings are showering down and you filling your heart, your life, and your body, enfolding you as it were , so that you walk away in grace.

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Curriculum in Consciousness
There is a popular metaphor that life is like a university and the day to day challenges you face are but curriculum which you have chosen to promote your growth. Now you may choose to see life as curriculum if you will and there is some truth in this. But we would suggest another metaphor; the playground.

What if you began to see the importance of life’s school, not in the classroom but on the playground? How would your life and perspective change?

Look at some of your most intense experiences. Some of the most beautiful moments you have ever experienced in your life have been romantically, and it has been the source of some of your deepest pain. Some of your highest moments have been when you have bought something you really like, when you went on a spending spree when you had a little bit of extra money. And some of your deepest anxieties have issued out of those moments when you were trying to figure out how to make ends meet; how to pay the bill that was due yesterday. Curriculum or

Do you not see, it is not that which you experience but it is your understanding, your perspective on the experience, that makes it what it is? And this is not something new to you, you have heard it over and over and over again. So we say this; you can take it quite seriously as curriculum if you wish and indeed you will learn from it. But you also can also shift your perspective and take it lightly, like a game on the playground. When you do this, everything changes.

This beautiful island swirling in the sky is a playground. A playground where those throughout the galaxy come to experience free will, to experience creation. But sometimes there is this amnesia and you forget. Sometimes you drift into a deep sleep and you forget that this is a playground and you start having little dream dramas, little nightmares, until someone nudges you out of your little nap and says, “come play, come play, come play with me.” And maybe you do. Maybe you start playing and having a real good time and then get caught up in the drama of winning or loosing, instead of playing. How often have you been caught up in the seriousness of winning or loosing in a relationship, in romance? How often have you felt the seriousness of winning or loosing when it came to your finances?

Now there is a way to easily move through all of this, and that is to surrender and come into alignment with the essence of who you are. You see there is a great temptation for the ego self it see itself as something separate, the physical, as something separate from the spiritual. But the truth is, there is no separation between the physical and the spiritual. Is there a separation between your physical body and your breath? Are they not one? Do they not work in concert? If you remove the breath, then the physical body becomes dust and if you remove the physical body then where is the breath? What does the breathing? And so I AM that I AM in your life, I AM Divining Presence. I AM the breath of who you are. I am not separate from you, I AM you.

And to so follow this metaphor, we will say that the only time that you struggle with your challenges is when you undertake them at the same time you are trying to hold your breath. Does that give you a picture? How long can you endure with the drama of romance, how long can you endure the drama of finance when you are holding your breath? You can't. And yet have you not had the experience with both of those? Where your breath caught? Where you became breathlesslyin love? Where an issue of finances came up that left you breathless? Yes? So, do you understand it is the easy flowing, the natural flowing of your breath, the in and the out, that activates and enlivens you? It is of you, it is a part of the functioning of you, and so I AM of you, as the breath is of you physically I AM of you physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally.

Let us give you another metaphor in the practice of martial arts. A person who is untrained can raise their hand, shout and bring it down on a stack of bricks. And what will happen? Most like they will break their hand and the bricks remain. However, a trained person who is in complete, centered synchronization with their chi energy, their divine force, their breath, can so direct that power that as their hand comes down these bricks or boards will be broken in such a way that it looks magical to others.

And so, this is what we are saying to you, the I AM presence, that which is the essence of who you are can be brought into alignment so perfectly in your life that you can break bricks, that you can move mountains. No! This is not the one percent ego self but the ninety nine percent SELF that I AM working through you.

And so this person trained in martial arts can move in two different ways. When this person is not in alignment with this force, this person will become seriously injured. When this person is in complete alignment with this force, all kinds of magic can happen. If you understand the practice of chi gong and its ability to heal and do other supposed miraculous things, you will understand this. So this gives you a clearer understanding of the potential of working in alignment with Divine Presence – that I AM that you are.

As you face these relationship and financial challenges you can choose to deal with them from a place of ego dominated personality and continue to experience the pain and the drama, or you can move into the alignment with the I AM that I AM of you. As the ego personality steps aside and allows that which I AM to express myself in your relationships, in your financial life and in your physical body, all kinds of things are possible.

Perhaps you have been mystified, when Rabbi Yeshua Ben Joseph, whom you call Jesus. said, “not only these things will you do but greater things than these will you do.” As you come into alignment, as you allow that which I AM to express myself through you, wonders will occur.

I AM the commanding power and presence as I express myself through you, in love, in light and in power and wisdom everything becomes possible. As I fill your life, as I move through you, you will not only experience but you will embody a joy and a peace that passes all understanding, and this is so.

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God In Drag
We are here once again in the full power and the full presence of the I AM that I AM that You are. We come to you to joy, we come to you in light, we come to you delightfully. We come to you from beyond the farthest reaches, beyond the edge of infinity, beyond the edge into eternity and yet we come to you from the very deepest regions of your own heart. We come to you indeed, for we have never left you, for we are always a part of you. We are an emissary of the I AM, that I AM, the I AM that You are. We come to you to awaken that remembrance within you of who you really are, why you are here and what this is really all about.

We have spoken to you previously of ascending; ascending in love. For indeed, you have had the experience of falling in love, perhaps had the experience over and over and over again and, as with falling, you were often hurt. So we spoke to you of ascending in love, allowing that microcosmic, ego part of yourself that is locked in the drama of this third detention, allowing it to rise into the remembrance of its own I AM nature. So, who are we? We are not, as we have said, an entity, we are not this ascended master nor that commander of a galactic fleet. No, we are the I AM that I AM, that you are. We are of you. This is why we say to you that we cannot tell you anything that you do not already know. We can only remind you of who you are, perhaps nudging you out of that corner of consciousness that you dwell in day to day and nto the place of remembrance of the oneness and the unity of I AM that I AM that you are.

How do you move from the daily drama of this microcosmic corner of your consciousness? How do you move from that into the expanded understanding of true nature? It is through your heart. The vehicle that carries you is love, pure and simple. So we bring you here, not to teach you. No. We bring you here not to give you new information, for indeed, what can we tell you that you cannot find in books? What can we tell you that you cannot find in your own dreams? What can we tell you that you cannot find as you move into a place of remembrance? No, we bring you together to soak in this hot tub of bliss. For even as you soak in a hot tub, your tired and tense muscles relax, so when you soak in the hot tub of bliss; into the presence and the remembrance of the I AM that I AM that you are, your heart opens, and when your heart opens the world is transformed. As we said before and we say again, it is not what you do that will bring about the transformation of your planet, it is who you are. It is the energy of your heart.

So we invite you into that heart space. We invite you into that place of remembrance of the I Am presence that You are, and allow the brilliant light of the I AM that you are to ignite and illuminate your heart center. That light growing and growing and growing and filling your entire being, radiating out from you and over lapping with those around you until, indeed, you create cosmic heart; a cosmic heart, in which all of the little dramas of your life can be consumed. The cosmic heart will shine with such radiance, such brilliance, such joy and such love, that all of the little dream dramas that you so easily become trapped in within the template of duality; all of them simply dissolve in the brilliant light of this cosmic heart energy.

So perhaps we titillated you a bit when we refer to our conversation this evening as “God in Drag”. Of course it brings a bit of a smile to your face. We would give you a way of looking at your world, a way of viewing your day to day dream drama. There are those, no doubt, in your life that you have had issues with; business partners, old loves, parents, employees, employers. And who are these ones really? Who are they? They are God in Drag.

We come to you in a myriad of ways to bring you to an understanding of your true nature, we come to you in a myriad of ways and experiences to bring you to an understanding of the nature of reality. Some of you learn quickly and some of you learn very, very slowly, and when you learn very slowly what do you get? Of course, instant replay, over and over and over. And so we are patient. You would not believe the wardrobe that we have of wigs and dresses. We can come to you in ways that you cannot imagine. We can make you laugh, we can make you cry, we can bring up every emotion that you know and some that you haven't met yet. All for the purpose of helping you to remember who you are. All for the purpose of helping you to awaken from the dream drama into the reality, into the template of oneness.

And so, you can abandon friends and family and go in your search of God. You can go to India, you can go to Peru, you can go all over the world, you can go to the monuments of Egypt. You can go to the great gurus, the great teachers, there is nothing wrong with this. But it is that business partner that cheats you, it is that lover that does not live up to your expectations, it is that overbearing parent, that thankless child, it is in each of these that we come to you day by day. For indeed, we are in drag and every moment you are given the choice for your heart to expand and incorporate each experience, expand and incorporate each person in your life from the macrocosmic perspective, or to contract, to reject.

It is the energy of love or it is the energy of fear. This is not the first time you have heard that it is always a choice between love and fear. No. It sounds so easy, and yet we say that, as we observe the workings of your life, it is only when you move from the tiny corner of your consciousness that is locked in to the template of duality, that is so deeply involved in the drama; it is only when you move out of that into the deeper understanding of your higher self, into the I AM that I AM, that you are; it is only then that you can truly open your heart to love.

Now you are often instructed concerning fear, that fear is something bad, if it were something bad it would not have been created as a part your makeup. Fear is good. It is good that you are fearful of burning your hand if you stick it into a fire. It is good that you know that there are certain things that are unwise to do because you will no longer exist in the third dimension if you do them. It is good that you are fearful to run a red light in rush hour traffic. Fear can be, and is a good thing to preserve you physically in the third dimension. But when you let it run rampant and dominate your entire existence, the results are what you presently see in your world today. Now we will repeat what we have said before. You have been told that there was a time in the dark past of your creation that you were cast out of the Garden of Eden for disobeying God. This god was portrayed as a tyrannical father who hated sometimes and was furiously angry sometimes and punished, perhaps even required sacrifices. We say this, this is the god of your nightmare, this is the god of your own creation, constructed in your nightmare.

You were never cast out of the Garden of Eden you only fell asleep and have been having this terrible nightmare of this tyrannical god. We tell you, for we are of the I AM that I AM that you are; the ALL THAT IS, is love. As you awaken, truly awaken from this nightmare you will find that you are still living in the Garden of Eden. When you awaken your life will become so beautiful, so filled with joy, so blessed that it is beyond words.

So we have brought you to this place and at this time for the purpose of remembrance. For we have seen that, with your sensitivity and the deep amnesia you have experienced in this dimension, there has been such deep sadness and such deep pain. So we have brought you to this place of awakening. You have come to this place of healing. And slowly, little by little you are waking up and rubbing your eyes and remembering, “Yes, this is the garden.” You are beginning to remember who you really are, remembering why you are here and remembering what this is all about.

Now we are giving you a column of light coming into the center of your circle. We are inviting you to offer into this column of light those parts of yourself that you wish to release, perhaps those alienated parts of yourself that have not been brought into the light; those parts of yourself that you would like for your higher self not to look at. Now to the extent that you are ready, to the extent that you are able, let this be a time of transformation for you. For the energy of this light is the energy of all the masters, of all the guides and all the angels and archangels, it is the I AM energy of love. There is no condemnation, there is no judgment, there is only a deeper awareness, a deeper understanding, a deeper awakening. As you touch into this light, allow your heart to open more and more to those parts of yourself that need embracing, those wounded parts of yourself, those alienated parts of yourself.

Allow the I AM LOVE to enfold, to heal, to nurture and bring them to the point of ascension; upgrading your frequency as you offer those wounded parts of yourself to the Light. We are working with you now, in these moments of silence to follow, we are working with you energetically to facilitate this transformation.

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You have found yourself, at times being like a ping pong ball, with your consciousness bouncing back and forth between the microcosm to the macrocosm; from the dream drama to the full understanding of who you are and seeing the world from the I AM presence that you are. We are saying that as continue your transformation into a higher frequency you are going to begin to spend more and more time in the macrocosm. You are going to spend more and more time seeing things from the big picture; from the larger understanding of reality. Yes, there will be times that you will fall back into the drama. You will find yourself caught up in the negativity and the fear, but this time you will become aware of it, were as in the past you would have remained totally unconscious of it. So you are on a journey from the microcosmic perspective to the macrocosmic perspective. You are on the journey from believing yourself to a victim of your circumstances to realizing that you are the creator of your world and to becoming a conscious creator of all that is within your life.

Let us give you a way of looking at things: Imagine a triangle of which 90% is submerged below the surface of the ocean with only about 10% of the very top sticking above the surface. That 10% is your ego/personality that you are locked into 99% of the time. We call it the ‘dream drama.’ It is that part that struggles with relationships, finances, health issues and all of the other drama in your life. So you see, it is the 10% of who you are that controls 99% of your daily reality.

But what of that other 90%? Call if what you will: the Higher Self, The I AM Presence – names are not important. What is important is that this part is the all powerful to the extent that it is in alignment with Divine Presence. Do you want to change your world; yourself? Then allow the power of this Presence to begin directly your life; allow it to have authority over your decision making. Allow it to dominate your life and suddenly, everything changes. Magic and miracles begin to manifest in your life. Why? Because I AM. I AM abundance, I AM grace, I AM beauty, I AM health, I AM the true love that you seek. I AM the one that soars on the magic carpet. When you surrender to the 90% of who you really are and allow that part to have dominion over your very existence then all limitations, all obstacles will be removed. Will it be easy. Probably not. You find it hard to surrender, no? Is it not threatening for the ego and personality to let go of control? Difficult yes. Impossible, no. It is not only possible, it is the key to transformation and fulfillment, both personally and planetarily.

You have heard it said, “I am the way, the truth and the light, no man comes to the father, but by me.” There was a great misunderstanding here because this was attributed to the personality of Jesus; Rabbi Yeshua Ben Joseph. It is the I AM Presence, that you are that spoke this through him. The I AM is – we are - the way, we are the truth, we are the light, no one comes to the Source except through the I AM that you are - that within yourself. It is not found in another person. We cannot stress this too much, it is not found in another person; it is not found in another religion. Whatever the religion, however beautiful the person, whatever great teachings, whatever great spiritual movements, no, it is found within you. So you can say even as Yeshua Ben Joseph said, I AM the way, the truth, and the light, no man comes to the father, no person comes to the Source but by me. And what is that that speaks? It is I AM that I AM, that you are. It is not the personality/ego part. It is that 90% of who you really are which is one with Divine Source, the I AM Presence. It is this part which was created in the “image of God" the creator. It is that part of who and what you are that creates and dis-creates; either consciously with deliberate intention or unconsciously. The authentic atheist is not one who verbally denies the existence of God, but rather that one who refuses to assume responsibility for creating the situations and circumstances in of one’s own life.

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Spiritual Skydiving
Yes I AM present. I come to you from beyond the edge of infinity and beyond the edge of eternity. I am beyond thought. I am beyond concept, and yet you know me most intimately. I am the love that is expressed in your life, to you and through you and for you. Am I not the many in the One and the One in the many? As you touch into that deeper knowing and understanding, you will find that wellspring and reservoir within yourself. I AM the living water that flows throughout all life streams. Who is it, what is it, but I AM.

I AM the love in your life. I AM the wisdom in your life. I AM the Dominion and the power. I AM the Divine Presence that you are and I AM Joy. I AM joy. We would give you images which will offer a depth & breadth to your understanding of who you are and where you are. Picture if you will, taking off in a small airplane, ascending higher and higher and higher, circling as you go up in this small plane with your companions. And upon reaching a certain height, your instructor opens the door of the plane and you have upon your back a parachute, and you are expected to jump. Now if you are like Michael, this brings great anxiety to you. So, it is said that 999 times out of a thousand, the parachute opens. But there are times when something goes wrong. So, one by one, you jump or are pushed and you start down, down, down. After going through your counting, 1 – 2 – 3 – 4 – 5, the parachute opens – Or does not open as the case may be.

As you jump, you experience a whole range of feelings. If you are inexperienced at this, perhaps the dominate feel is fear. It may be the fear of falling. It may not even primarily be the fear of death. It is the fear of letting go – The fear of being utterly, totally and completely out of control and in free fall. Take that idea within your heart, and more importantly, take it within your gut. Feel it. Listen to it. See what it says to you. Do you have a fear of letting go? What if…..

Know this. I am not only your parachute, I AM you. As you cannot be a little bit pregnant, so you cannot trust my Presence & power in your life just a little bit. Either I AM the power & presence; either I AM the Dominion in your life, or I am not. Now there is within you this fear of letting go that is comparable to the fear of jumping out of the airplane – skydiving. It is the fear that if you totally let go, you may not be okay. I am saying to you that the only way you will be okay is by letting go totally and completely to the power and to the Dominion of my Presence working through you.

Let me give you another picture. You are standing at the seashore. The waves are crashing in upon the rocks. Now if you could take a snapshot of the spray of the ocean just as it has crashed upon the rocks, you would see hundreds of thousands, perhaps millions of tiny droplets caught in midairm radiating in the light of the sun. In that 1, 2, 3 seconds of their existence, they are as individuals, even as you are expressions of individuality in this instant of your incarnation on this planet at this time. As the wave comes in and dashes upon the rock, it creates millions of droplets which ultimately re-merge into the ocean. And as another wave comes, re-emerges as individual droplets, re-emerge into the ocean, and so on and on and on.

In that one moment of individuality, you lose consciousness – Consciousness of the fact that you are a momentary expression of the ocean, of the all that is. There is that tiny fraction that you call the ego or the personality that becomes so entranced with the experience of individuality that there is a momentary amnesia of who and what you are. In that momentary expression of individuality, you forget that you are actually an expression of Divine Presence; the I am that I am in your life.

But it is also in that moment of individuality that you are given the opportunity of awakening to Reality. In that moment of individuality you are offered the opportunity to remember and surrender completely to my dominion, my power and my presence in your life - working through you, expressing myself through your individuality. As that takes place, the world changes, your experience changes. Miracles happen. The lack of day-to-day miracles in your life is only a reflection of the degree to which the ego-personality is out of resonance with the true nature of who you are. Who you are, I AM.

You will never understand this with your intellect. You will never comprehend this with your ego or with your personality. But you can connect to this with your love. It has been said and it is indeed true that the pathway to God is through your heart. It is not through your mind or your beliefs, but through your heart. This is why we say over and over and over again, open your heart, first and foremost to yourself. For until you open your heart completely to SELF, you can not truly open to others.

At the very core of who you are; at the very core of your being, you are innocent. You are innocent. For at the very core of your being, I AM. So allow your heart to incorporate your ego and your personality, even as you would hold a newborn. Allow the love of your heart to enfold and surround all that you are. Even those alienated parts of yourself that you would keep out of the view of that which you see as spiritual or holy. Open the door of your heart and invite in and enfold with love all aspects, for your are innocent.

Know this. I am One, I am not two. You have created the idea of an evil one, your satan, your devil. In your many cultures, you have created the idea of an evil one to give you a mental framework for understanding your alienation from that which you are. There are not two gods, an evil god and a good God. Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh - I AM That I AM That I AM. I AM that you are. And I am love.

The fruit of my love is joy. Once you enfold the alienated parts of yourself in love, in acceptance, in the acknowledgment of the innocence that is your true nature, then you can enfold others in your life. Even your family, even those who are in a different world than your own, you can enfold them in love. Even the things that you have chosen to believe that seem to not serve your best interest, even those you can enfold in love rather than struggle against. And as soon as love extends even to these, they disappear as shadows disappear in the noon day sun. And when you have reached the point of enfolding yourself, all aspects of yourself, in the love of my light, then you have by the very nature of your actions connected yourself to me in love. How can you love God, except through another?

When you have done this, your life will radiate the presence of love and joy; the joy of Divine Presence. All of the issues that now seem so pressing will be as nothing. We do not say to you anything that you have not already heard. In other words, Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you. Not seek ye first this particular relationship, or seek ye first this particular dwelling, or seek ye first this particular income, and you will have the Kingdom of God. No. Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and all of these things will flow automatically. And what is the kingdom of God, but a heart filled with love, a heart that radiates joy? The Kingdom of God is within you.

There are questions that you have, and we are not going to verbally respond to through Michael, but we will speak through you to you. If there is that part of you that has questions then there is that part that I AM within you that also has the answers. I AM within you to answer your questions. It is well to come together as you do, but we say again as we said in the beginning, there is nothing that we can say to you that you do not already know. But perhaps we can nudge you more and more to converse with that deepest knowing I AM part of yourself.

You have come together as spiritual peers. Different places perhaps on your path or your journey, but peers nevertheless. Working with you and through as peers, we have brought into focus a very powerful energy. With that energy we will create a power of light, a lighthouse if you will. It will be as a beacon, a beacon of joy, a beacon of love, and a beacon of light. It will bring others across the reefs and across the sand bars, to safe harbor.

So in this moment, allow that energy to flow into and through you. Allow it to create a powerful laser beam that shoots up and radiates far and wide across the galaxy. Let this beam of light be the I AM that I AM expressed in and through you as Divine Presence.

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The Keys To Eden
I AM that I AM, that I AM. And I AM present for indeed I AM always present. I IAM of you, I AM with you, I AM that ninety nine percent of who & what you are. I AM the I AM that you are, and I AM love.

What I say to you is of no consequence whatsoever. What you experience of me, within your self, is the only thing that matters. So, I call you out of that place of your mind. I call you out of that place of you ego. I call you out of that place of your personality. I call you out of that one percent of yourself and into the doorway of your heart that leads into my Presence. I call you into the experiential part of yourself that I AM to experience that part of me that is manifested in and through most of who and what you are. And as you step sideways, just ever so slightly, into that ninety nine percent of who you are you will find that you have no challenges in life. You will find that you have no problems. You will find that the love that you have been seeking outside of yourself you will only find it in me. And where am I, but within you, as you. For I am love.

How many times will you need to trip and fall face first into the mud before you will cease journeying to the four corners of the world looking for that which I AM of you & within you? If you could see with the clear vision, the total perception, at all levels and in all dimensions, you would see, how even now, you are so totally enfolded in wings of love, in wings of grace, in wings of beauty and in wings of joy. And as I speak to you of this, it is not to deny the awareness that this one percent of you is experiencing anger or other ego emotions.

Let me give you a picture. As a parent with a three year old you may remember that that this is a particularly obstinate age of “I will do it my own self”. You already have the picture. As a parent you would assist this little one and protect him from from the the inevitable pain you see that he his about to cause to himself. But the little one has to do it “him own self” and so, being the grand and benevolent parent that you are, you allow him the experience, even knowing where it will lead. And when he experiences the results and turns around to run tearfully into your arms, they are wide open and the bandaids are ready and you are ready to kiss the “ow, ow”.

My beloved one, I AM that I AM that part of yourself that is of the all that is. And when you are ready to surrender the insistence upon doing it your own self, whether it be your financial life, your relationships, your health or any other aspect of your life; when you are ready to totally and completely surrender, my arms are wide open, and I will enfold you in a love so deep and so profound that it transcends your wildest imagination.

I AM that ninety nine percent of who and what you really are. You will never, ever be able to experience a love or a joy greater than that which I AM. You will not find it in a religion; you will not find it in a spiritual path; you will not find it in a guru or a teacher; you will not find in a lover. Each of them, as they touch different parts of your life and your need for love, are but a very dim reflection of the reality of true love; the love that I AM. They are, as it were, a small candle compared to the blazing sun. The choice is only how much pain you choose to experience before you surrender totally. And know this above all; my arms are always open. In me there is no condemnation, there is no judgment, there is only love without condition, for I AM love.

The irony of it all is that when you come to this place of utter, total, and complete surrender it will not necessarily be only some kind of etheric love. Perhaps there is that part of you that has longed for this transcendent love because you feel that it is beyond the pain you have experienced in the name of love. And yet, there may be this other part of you that fears that such Divine love is not sufficient for your need to be held by the warmth of another individual.

What makes you think that by totally and completely surrendering to that which I AM will be only be experienced as some kind of high spiritual nature? It will indeed, but can it not be manifested through another individual? Do you understand what I am saying to you?

You have said “I want this person, I want that person, I want this job, this circumstance in my life”. And there is nothing wrong with that. You can spend your life perusing these ego needs. Indeed it is good to have intention, for you are here to learn to be a creator and a master of the material world. But part of your mastership is the experimentation of learning what works and what doesn't work. Let me give you another picture. You are the three year old and you are standing on the bank of a swiftly flowing stream. Now it may be shallow and only come up to your ankles, but you don’t know this because you can’t quite see the bottom. And there are big rocks and there are small rocks and it is a bit treacherous, not fatally so but in the possibility of your simply falling down and hurting yourself as you cross the creek.

Now you can be the “I will do it my own self” three year old and start across the creek and possibly you will slip and fall and maybe bruise yourself. And each time you experience this pain, of course, you will learn something from it. We are not saying to stay safely in the arms of your parent and not venture forth. For part of your Earth experience is the venturing forth – the learning. What we are saying is to take the hand the helping hand and allow your parent to help you cross the stream. Allow your loving mother to hold your hand and guide you across the stream. You were not meant to do it alone. You were not meant to suffer. But you have that choice. The suffering will teach you when you are unable or unwilling to learn any other way.

But do you understand the pain that I feel as you feel pain? You have been taught that Divine Presence is something that is far above and remote, perhaps not even concerned with you, but if concerned, still out of reach. I am saying to you, the pain you feel, I feel because we are One. The difference is, you are attached to the pain and I am not attached to the pain. With you the pain lingers, with your one percent expression, through the ego and the personality, the pain is stuck. But in that part of you that I AM, - that ninety nine percent of who you are - the pain moves through and registers and we are connected. And my love reaches out and enfolds that other aspect of myself even more.

When you reach the point in any aspect of your life; financial, romantic, health or otherwise, and say, “ I am at my wits end, I don't know where to go;” When you become as a little child and truly let go and surrender to that part of yourself that I AM; then I assume dominion in your life and you begin to experience the magic and miracles which are your birthright. At that moment, all things are brought together for the highest good, both for yourself and for all others.

How often, when you have desired someone so much, have you truly at the very core of your being wanted what was best for that person? Was not your true desire to have your own needs met? This is the test of whether you are operating from the one percent or the ninety nine percent of who I AM that you are. For I AM who you are, he is, she is, they are and I want what is best for the One. That one percent of you only wants to fulfill the desire of the ego personality. But when there is at the very core of your being a surrender of any situation, challenge or desire to the highest good then you will know that you have shifted into the ninety nine percent of who you are. When you are honestly and authentically coming from the very essence of who you are, then you will surrender the dominion of your to the Divine Presence that I AM. In that moment you are connected, at the very core of your being with the all that is. And it is in that moment that you will see magic and miracles begin to unfold in your life.

And this is the key. This is the key to Eden. For what is Eden in your mind, except paradise? And what is paradise in your mind, except the state of being in love, totally cared for, totally enfolded, totally provided for. And the doorway is simply surrendering the desires of the ego personality to the highest will.

And again I say to you, that the creation, the specification, the definition of your intent and your desires are good. But when you have completed this creative work, bless and release it and a child of the one percent.

There is nothing wrong with this creative one percent of who you are. It was created as a part of your makeup to help you experience the drama and learn to be a creator. This is a part of the reality of who you are, helping you to individualize and experience this third dimensional hologram as an individual energy. Thus it is good.

It is that energy that allows usto touch, feel, and experience this dimension through through your personality and ego manifested in individual will. But it was not designed to be the tail that wags the dog. When this happens, you have forgotten who you really are, why you are here and what this is all about.

So create your intent, create your desire and then, put it on a golden platter and give it back to me. For I am the one that will bring it forth in your life. Do you understand that the creative part is that part of you that separates, defines, articulates and creates intent? This is a part of myself functioning in the creative process. However, that one percent, once it is done, has completed its job. It is not the job of that one percent to manifest that which has been intended. Do you understand? The creative intention is then brought back, surrendered, turned over, presented, if you will, on a golden platter to the ninety nine percent that I AM. When this is done, I will then bring it into manifestation to the highest good of the One which is beyond what that one percent can see or understand. This is your key, this is your key to Eden.

Call to mind a time in your life when you felt most loved. It might have been by a parent or perhaps being enfolded in the arms of a lover. Call to mind the ecstasy, the total sense of warmth, security, protectedness; all of the feelings that it brought to you. It might have been in the warm, strong arms of your grandmother, or grandfather. Whatever it was, bring that into your mind and into your heart now. As you recall this, know that this feeling is but a very dim reflection of the reality of the love that I have & the love that I AM in your live. Why? because my love is without condition. In my eyes, you are innocent I AM that I AM, that I AM that you are. And as I AM I can speak directly to you through your own heart, and you and I can carry on a conversation within yourself. If you choose to see me, manifested to you through a spirit guide, through an ascended master, through an animal totem, through the galactic commander of a spaceship; however you wish to listen to me and receive me, I will appear as such for you. But I AM that I AM manifested in many forms as the One. And I am love.

You have questions and you seek answers outside of yourself, but because of the love that I AM I will not allow you to look outside of yourself for those answers. You might look to this one, Michael, through whom I am now speaking and if I were to answer you through him, it would reinforce your desire to look outside of yourself instead of coming to dialog with me, within yourself, shifting from that one percent to that ninety nine percent of who you are.

But I AM that I AM within you, and part of what of what I am doing is forcing you to shift your reference point from looking outside, to looking within - in a place that perhaps you have not looked before. I think you call it tough love. True love should never be tough. So, as I have spoken through this one, I will now be silent through this one, and ask you to shift your reference point back to within your own heart. Listening with your heart to my voice within you, where indeed, I have resided all along. I AM that I AM that I AM and I am complete.

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Get Up And Go Pee
I AM that I AM and I AM present. I come to you as the I AM that I AM that you are from the inner most regions of your own heart. For indeed I AM that voice within your own heart, speaking to you through this one; speaking to you of that which you already know; bringing you nothing new except to nudge you into remembering; remembering who you are and remembering that of me that you are. I AM the I AM that you are.

I speak to you this evening of that which you know and that which you will come to understand as free will. You have been told that you are on a planet of free will, a planet of choice. Your understanding of this is that you can choose to do whatever you wish to do and you can choose to be whatever you wish to be. This is the understanding that you have been given of free will; the concept of freedom, if you will.

I speak to you of another aspect of free will, continuing with that which I have spoken to you of from the very beginning and that is your reference point. I have spoken to you of this reference point as the microcosmic perspective as compared to the macrocosmic perspective. I have spoken to you concerning this reference point as the 1% ego personality of yourself compared to the 99% of you are that I AM.

And so now I speak to you free will, freedom of choice. This is not the freedom of choice in terms of what you do, what you say or how you are, but the freedom of your choosing how to proceed. Everything that you experience, everything that comes into your experience, is essentially neutral. This is not new information to you but it is a reminder. Everything that takes place for you is essentially neutral.

We have brought this very vividly to Michael’s attention and he has shared this with one or two of you already. We brought this very very vividly into his perspective last year as he had a house sitter who had a guest who accidently kicked a hole in his wall and there was this immediate sense of violation that he experienced. And we gave him to understand that there was more than one way to understand or perceive this. We told him, for example, that had he been offered a million dollars to have someone to kick a hole his wall, he would have been very happy to put a frame around this hole and honor it as a great gift. We gave this to him to understand that the kicking of a hole in the wall was essentially a neutral event – good or bad only according to his interpretation. It was his interpretation that created certain emotions around this experience that solidified it in his mind and experience. We helped him move through this to understand that this particular thing for him came to represent his freedom. And now he understands when he sees that repaired hole that he always has the freedom of choice as to how to perceive or interpret any life experience. This is the true meaning of free will.

And by extension we share that story with you to say that that experience that you had with your roommate, that experience you had with that disappointed lover; that experience you had with that business partner that cheated you; that experience that you had with that child that is insolent, that child who is ungrateful; that parent who is domineering; that experience you had with anyone is essentially neutral. They are pleasant they are unpleasant, they are good or bad according to your interpretation.

It is the interpretation that you give to events and situations – your judgment of good and bad – that determines how you feel, not the event itself. Any event or situation in your life is a curse or blessings, according to the interpretation you ascribe to it. That is your choice. That is your ultimate freedom.

It is not your running away to a mountain retreat. It is not your jumping into a new relationship; it is nothing but the realization that you always have the freedom to interpret any experience in your life as you chose – This is your source of blessing.

So you are on a planet of free will and your ultimate freedom is not just in your ability to manifest – to be a co-creator with Divine Presence, but your ultimate freedom is to view any situation, any experience from more than one perspective.

And so the first question that should come up when you have an experience that brings up all of your stuff; the first question you must ask is ‘is there another way that I could see this? Is there another way that I could view this?”

Let me give you an example. Imagine that you are at a movie. You are sitting in a crowded theater and there is a very dramatic film playing. Everyone is in the grip of intense emotions. The director and producer of the film, along with all of the actors, have conspired together for one purpose and that is to manipulate your emotions. They have been successful when you find yourself crying one minute and laughing the next; terrified in suspense one minute and feeling romantic the next. When this has happened they have been successful.

But there is this one who is sitting over to the side who just got in from another planet. He was given no orientation about humanness and is noticing the costumes the actors in the movie are wearing looking at the kind of furniture they are using, and totally missing the drama. And in another part of the theater there is another one from another planet and he is not seeing the costumes nor the drama, but rather the way the light is playing on the screen, creating images. They are seeing everything totally different than the human audience. But you? You are totally caught up totally in this drama.

Michael can related to this from a personal experience. Recently he went with some of his friends to see the volcano disaster movie, Dante’s Peak. He was caught in the drama of this movie and couldn’t leave his chair. He had drunk a large soda and he is suffering; sitting there gripping his knees, waiting for a place where the volcano would quit erupting and people would quit running for their lives. Finally it came and he headed to the bathroom. And in that moment, everything changed. He stepped out of the drama and into another reality and suddenly everything changed.
Then he stepped back into the drama but by the time he stepped back in everything was different.

This is not unlike that which takes place in the near death experience. We are so caught up in the day to day drama of our lives – until suddenly and unexpectedly we, or someone close to us, are brought to the gates of so-called death, and suddenly all the things that seemed so important are no longer so.

What I am saying to you is that you can have an unexpected & gentle call from heaven that brings a little humor and lightens things up a bit or that that I AM of you – your higher self - can orchestrate those experiences that will disrupt your drama.

We will say this. You are not only the audience, you are not only that which observes the drama, you are not only the main actor, but you are the supporting cast, you are the writer & you are the director.

All of those in your environment are the cast that you have hired to play in your drama to help you understand; to help you awaken. That I AM of you will do whatever is necessary to help you awaken to the reality of who you really are and why you are really here. You can project outward, you can blame the other people in your life, but until you understand that they are only hired help to act in your movie - until you understand that you will be giving all of your power to that which is outside of yourself instead of claiming your own power by assuming full responsibility for your life experiences.

If you remember nothing from our time together tonight remember this: Honor the energy of that which disrupts the normal; which moves like a wedge into your ordinary reality and helps you see things from a different perspective. It comes as an alarm clock to wake you up from the illusion of your drama. And always remember that you have the freedom to see anything – to experience anything - from any perspective that you choose. You do not have to see and experience things as everyone else in your culture does. You can choose. There is no right and wrong perspective. It is simply your choice. However, your perspective will determine you response and the consequences thereof. Think about it.

But in the midst of it all, remember to remain light. Keep a sense of humor. Your humor is that which we have given you that sets you aside from every other aspect of creation. Your scientist have now found that even birds can make tools. You don’t have the exclusive right to tool making. But you do have one exclusive possession and that is your humor, the ability to lighten up. Treasure this above all because in the darkest moment it is this ability that will lead you to en-lighten-ment and you will you remember who you are, why you are here and what this is all about.

I AM that I AM and I AM love. The love that I AM within you; the love that I hold within you for that one percent part of you that tries to run the show on a day to day basis; the love that I have for you is so far beyond your comprehension. And when you surrender that love that I AM and allow me to express through you, your world is transformed with magic and miracles. As you allow that one percent ego personality part to be enfolded in the I AM that you are; the I AM that I AM that is love, all of the pain; all of the fear; all that dominates your reality will be absorbed into the arms of my love. As you come to love the totality of who you are you will hold not judgment for any other person in your life; any other individual any other group of individuals. For it is only to the extent of your judgment of yourself; your own pain and your own fear that this is extended outward to others. IAM the Alpha I AM the omega; the beginning and the end; the I AM that I AM and I AM love.

Love, Fear & Boogieman Religion
I AM that I AM that I AM and I AM present. I come you as it were from the outer regions, from beyond the edge of time and space; from beyond the edge of eternity and infinity and yet I come to you from the very deepest regions of your own heart, for indeed I am you that 99 percent of you are. I AM that 99 percent of all others. I AM that I AM and I AM ever present and I come to you as love for I AM the love in your life that animates you. I AM the very substance and fiber of your being. I AM the joy that carries you through the realms of spirit into the abode of bliss. And I say to you that which I have said to you before. I come not to teach or to tell you anything that you have not heard before but to remind you of who you are, to remind you of why you are here and to remind you of what this is all about.

Beloved, I have from time to time brought to you secrets and I bring to you now another secret. That part of you, that one percent that dominates 99 percent of your reality functions from the perspective that there is something wrong with you that needs to be fixed; that you are not doing this right, you are not doing that right, you are not doing something else right because if you were you would be happy. If you could shift your reference point from that one percent and to that 99 percent and see through my eyes the innocence - the core innocence of who you are - the core beauty of who you are - the love that I AM that you are: If you could see through my eyes (and you can), your world would change in a twinkling.

It is that one percent of who you think you are; it is that one percent which dominates the 99 percent of your so called reality, that part that holds judgment about yourself; that part that holds judgment about other people - that there is something wrong with them that needs to be fixed. There is nothing beloved one that needs to be fixed; in yourself or in another. This is very difficult for you to understand and accept. It is contrary to everything that you have been given and taught; for you are given and taught from the moment that you come in that there are things that need to be fixed about you; about your world and about others. And I am saying that if you could shift that reference point from that one percent of who you are to that 99 percent of who you are you would see the innocence you would see the beauty, you would see the love, in fact you would be so overwhelmed with the beauty the love and the innocence of it all that you would be brought to tears.

And when that takes place; when you are able to shift your reference point and see your own essential self thus, you will automatically be able to see other thus. And in that moment miracles and magic happen. I have said to you before that I am beyond concept I am beyond words. That which comes through; that which I speak to you through this one is but a very dim reflection of the reality of my presence.

I have manifested myself throughout history through individuals, within that own inner knowing within yourself and through the beauty of your physical world and through the events of history, for I manifest in all ways.

There have been those times and circumstances that I have spoken through others and great systems of belief and religions have been created around them. People, with their limited understanding, continually attempt to build a fence of beliefs around my presence in the world. They have created elaborate religions in the effort to understand and to make sense of my manifestation in the world. And for the most part these have been created in the image of the consciousness that exists on the planet at that moment and in the culture in which they were born.

An example is your Jeshua ben Joseph who came and spoke of love and yet that which was created around him was a religion of fear. It was not all fear but fear was a fundamental & foundational cornerstone of that particular system. And I speak of that one because that is one with which you are familiar and that was built upon prior systems of belief that were anchored in the world of duality. With all religions there is the attempt to freeze them in time so that they become a museum of ancient beliefs that existed in the culture of the founders rather than a living reality.

But know this, there is now an evolution taking place on the planet in terms with a increased that some speak of as ascenscion. This will not be a dramatic lifting up in the clouds rather a more subtle shifting of frequency from one of fear to one of love. It will be a shifting from the template of duality to the template of Unity.

So there was the time when there was fear and there was love. There was the time when there was the struggle between the forces of light and the forces of darkness. And I am saying to you now that there is an ascension process taking place. The frequencies are increasing and as they increase you move from that template of duality and into that template of unity and as you do, the other ceases to exist for you.

And so this is our topic “Love, fear and boogieman religion. What is the boogieman? Is not that boogieman fear? Whether that fear takes the form of some evil force, some personified evil spiritual force or whether it takes the form of some ethic group, some social group, some political group; or in these times some extra extra-terrestrial force, is it not all the manifestation of duality, the manifestation of fear?

And I am saying to you now that there are those who will remain at the level of duality; those who will anchor their belief in the boogieman because they need the boogieman. And this is OK. This is where they will need to be there for a time.

But for you; the more you come into love, the more you will find fear dissolving in your life, however it manifests itself. Whether it manifests as some personified archetype of evil, whether it be a political force; whether it be a devil walking about in red; whether it be some strange looking creature from outer space. Do you not know, I AM not only the Divine Presence in your life, but I AM the Divine Presence in All of my creation throughout the universe, in whatever form, I manifest as I will.

And if coming to you in the form of a boogieman in your life will help awaken you from the nightmare you have been living, I can do that. Do you not see that in my great compassion; my great love; I can come to you even as a boogieman if that’s what it takes to help you awaken from the nightmare.

If you need a secret government, if you need a devil dressed in red, if you need communism or socialism or capitalism. If you need another ethnic group, if you need the fear of growing old without someone holding you near; whatever you need to awaken you; whatever fear, whatever form it takes, whatever boogieman it might take to awaken you from your nightmare into the bliss of my love; in to the bliss of my presence; whatever it takes I will be there for you to give that to you.

I will not stay within the fences that have built around me. I will not stay within the theologies which have been created to explain me. I AM that I AM that you are. I AM dynamic, ever moving, every changing, ever evolving, every flowing through the universe and through you as a part of my creation, for I AM you. And all of this is for one purpose and that is to awaken myself that you are in love. For my love is creative & creating. And my only desire for you is to awaken from your tossing and your turning and your being chased by the boogiemen of your worst dreams; your deepest nightmare to. The alarm clock has sounded and it is time to wake up. Yes, awaken to the joy, the beauty, & the grace of who you are. And when you awaken I will be there by your side holding you in love, embracing you in love and in joy. And as you acknowledge that of me that you are you will come to experience a bliss, an ecstasy, a joy that all of your human love is but a dim reflection of. And this is so.

I am complete but I will not say that I go for indeed I am always here as a part of you. When you turn within and do a slight shifting you will find that I am always present there. For indeed beloved one your heart is my throne.

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